I'm finally leaving for 3 days... 

Not exactly looking forward to it. But I gotta say that it's definitely better than staying here. I'm desperate for a little getaway...

Till then... Love to all my darlings and family. And hope everyone will have a happy and healthy life.

HAPPY NUI NUI YEAR!!!!

Muackies!!

Heard this song on my way home on Terence's car. Find the lyrics very meaningful. 

Part of this song seems to be singing my life now. Sigh!

Sometimes I feel very useless, not being able to adapt to this working society. But it's really teaching and telling me that it's not easy to earn each and every bit of the salary. My patience are taken into challenge and it's totally an anger management system that I'm going thru'. And I'm afraid I'm not being to handle it well from here. Gosh! 

My old lady tell me to stop when I really take it. But I cant stop my financial flow. Everyone's telling me how bad the market is and I totally agree with them. But I'm finding this "crying myself to sleep" habit a little unhealthy and I wish to source for something less torturing. I need to get myself a little more life. And be able to learn more to life.

I've become really dependent on my old lady and the skinny monkey so much that I cant seen to let go either of them. I miss the very independent me. Trying to find the inner me. I wish they can give me more time and not pushing me to the limit. 

LEAVING ALL THESE BEHIND FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS....