I know I've always been a bitch @ home. And that I've caused many unhappiness.
Last night, I had my unreasonable moment which really hit me badly. I screamed @ the brother and was tearing through the night before turning in. I felt pain in me...
This afternoon on the cab, mum told me that the brother cried and it hurt me badly. But being the defensive self. I talked back to support myself for being unreasonable. I made it known that I cried too. But not realising how my actions had caused pain to the people around me...
I finally made up my mind to text my brother and say "sorry". While waiting for the reply, I was fearful what happened yesterday would cause to our relationship. It hurt! All I wish was a, "It's okay" text....
But what I got was....
" No worries sam! Merry X'mas Eve! Your brother love u! Got u present on your bed, but nvr wrap lah. hope you like it. :)"
Gosh! This is worse... Hit me more badly that I've been such an ass to him.
We often taking things and people around us for granted.
Each time I look @ that text, I really feel like tearing... It's painful to see how i treat others and how they treat me back.
All I wanna say is....
Thank you for loving me...
