It's been a month and a day since I stepped into the society. I wouldn't say I've seen a lot since what I could see is almost the same and people stepping into the office since to be the familiar faces I see as days passed. 

Stress builds in and things seems double heavier as days passed. I tend to take things a lil too seriously. And waking up in the midst of the night worrying of what might happen next and what can be done to resolve the problem. It's could be related to the smallest thing, like having a unsent mail and I'm all uptight of what the chairman will react to the inefficiency of my work attitude.

Even giving the man his wake-up call, I ended up telling him how depressed I felt and how early I got up and not being able to get back to sleep. This is really bad.

He's my pillar. Who's there to listen to me. Sometime it hits me whether he's the one I'm looking for. But I always tell myself why look so far when the present is making my mind run mad. I considered myself fortunate for what he have gave me and the patience. He's my peace in mind and someone who bring laughter and joy. I love him.Thank you for loving me.

I just wish I'll be able to hold on longer to see a brighter light which will lead me to a better place and future.