I've been searching for time to do my entries. But I just couldn't get them done at work. It's either I'm brain-dead or because it aint convenient...

Oh yeah... It's been a week since I reported to work. And it's been kinda slack-ie for me thou. Nothing much for the past week. But the working hours is making me miss out time with the precious. It's always that an hour or maybe less than that with him. And I'm really feeling bad, that he's always down to send me home whenever I'm doing late shifts. I'm so thankful to have such a boy. Love ya, Skinny.Monkey!

I'm missing out so so much which in turn comes in as financial terms. I give up part of my entertainment and lifestyle in return for what people called it "MONEY". Sometimes I wonder to myself, if I did the right choice. But when I get a low offer, but a job I liked. Reality tells me I still need monies to survive. I'm in this environment which I know I wont be able to stay in for long. But I'm going as far as I can.

But along the way, I wish people would be supportive about me. I've gave up those who brought me down and I've looked far and moved on. In life, people tends to behave in a way which they might not realize. I understand that, because I believe I act in the same way too. But we learn along the way, to be a better person. Be it life, education or technical.

I'm glad to have these much of people giving me all the TLC. I've yet to feel uncontented about my life. I never bother how people looked at me. As long I know the people I love and they love me, see me the same way. I'm all okay. 

Like what Jo said in her entry.. 

I'm thankful and appreciative to have my bunch of dive crew around to brighten up my usual dull life and my darlings who are always there for me whenever I need them to.

Now I really hope my work will be fine and I'll be able to survive in this industry for at least a year. Before I move on with life. *smile* Crossing my fingers~!!!!!!!