It's affecting my daily life.. And I'm holding strong not to collapse and physco myself that all these are going to end soon. When will it end then?! Took a day off from those heavy books and tons of heavy notes.
Met the boy to slack. But my mind's running thru all the information I studied a week ago. I tried to keep calm and tell myself to relax a little. But it's not working. I hate this.
Went down to Suntec for ADEX fair yesterday. Saw so many diving centres and now i'm so tempted to book myself a slot and send myself out for a weekend trip. SHUCKS!! Why am I hogging onto all these stupid books and drowning myself. I feel so drunk in books now. And I'm fearing each time I stop reading them.
I'm living life in fear... Someone save me.. Help me to stop forgetting what I've learnt...
On the verge of breaking down again. I need some loving...
Retail therapy... Bought a top and my dry bag. I should be happy, BUT... not exactly. cause now I'm more tempted to go on dive trip. HAHAHAHA!! Stupid me!
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