It's so difficult to find time for myself lately. I've left all the pampering out. And I miss all the quality time with the love ones. I miss chatting with the women of my life, esp the one I love most!! I miss doing all the sports I love. I miss all the coffee breaks.
Now my life is just with the books.. and MORE BOOKS!!! How scary can that be? I guess everyone going thru this are thinking the same. Sigh~!!!
My mama hardly sees me home now. And each day we spend less then an hour talking. I've find myself a tenant staying in this unit. Aint it sad?
And bloody hell. It's raining outside now. I'm so tempted to sleep in and cuddle under the blanket. BUT.... My mind's already running and filled with tons of formulas and theoretical terms. A sign telling me to start studying.. I'm living in such a lifeless life. Tell me what's this... I'm whining and I know that. Dammit!!!
It always happens during the exams season. So bear with me.. I get a little emotional during these times too.
But now my job is to... BUG someone!! And drag them down to school with me to study...