Fragile.Maybe the most fragile things in life is the heart that is mostly made of glass. Some people have theirs broke so many time and put back to one piece til they are totally imperfect and decided to changed it into a wooden one where they cant feel anymore.
But some refuse to give up hope and continue searching.
We often start off with "Hello Stranger".
Time and fate lead us to this strange chemistry that 2 people have. And slowly it evolves to something we called love. But when we overwork, we get tired and give up on our work. It works the same for relationships. We often get this thing call "Honeymoon season", that what my ex-boyfriend use to tell me. Cause I really wasn't commited into this one and he often ask me whether I was ready for all the stuffs that were going btw the both of us. Hmm.. Sometimes I think quantity isn't the most impt, but it's the quality.
I've to admit I'm the lousiest person at that time. I use all this relationship and trust we had jus to spite someone. And all I wanted to see on that person's face only came to me like half a year later. I regretted and ugly things did happen. It sucked. Past experience and all the incidents around me tells me that I've to be strong and look forward to my priorities.
I know clearly what they're. But it somehow made me a little to aggresive for people to approach.
I feel like my heart had been replaced from a fragile glass to a wooden one. It had been changed since I was barely able to understand how society works. And I closed myself to lots of stuffs. It's always hard to open the door once it's been closed. I need to find my key that to unleash myself from all these.
But often I get people giving up on me when they're mid there. But they do made me take my step further from all.
Time and experience made me grew stronger. I know I can live on my own. But I've my down and dependent side too. I need a shoulder to cry and to lean on too. I'm not always that "garang" girl who does all her stuffs by her own. I need company too.
But in life time won't wait and some things jus cant be left undone.
So what's your story? Ready to tell?
I'm feeling: OLD!
