I've always thought I've let things go. But I realise that I SERIOUSLY haven let things go after so long.It's been getting back to me every now and then and it gets worse everytime Jayne talk about it. She and I know things aren't the way I had always wanted it to happen. I prayed and hope things were different. And I know I shouldn't be bugging onto it. And I know all these happen for a reason. But how am I going to let things go?!? I blame myself for being such a dread and I hope things are going to change. Knowing that it's not going to happen cause I hate to solve it myself and I know there's no win-win situation to the problem simply sucks...!!!!! I'm tired and no time to think about the solution part.. So all I can do now is to let it sting my ass until I find time to get things back to the initial way.. I'm so thankful that she's there to bring out all my problems which I thought were over and giving me advice on how to solve them.. But knowing that I'm the one with tons of problems, only I know how to solve them myself..
