My mind is always flickering. I don't know wat I want in life and future... All seems so near to me yet so far.. I'm always reaching out for wat I want and there's always stuffz obstructing my way...
I use to think I'm able to handle it all and things will be as easy as 1..2..3...
But things seems to different now... Wat I want now seems so far and wat I've wanted to do, seems impossible now.. Does tat mean I've follow this route to end of it...?? I feel like giving it up now, but I know this will onli disappoint some ppl... And my TIME!!!!
Alternative, which is to complete this and move on to the next... But when will be tat next.. It's totalli impossible to me now... Can you bring me back to when I was 16...??? I'll change it all and walk my way rather than to choose my life with the least choices I've... Doing things which I never thought I'll be doing... Including all electronics and business courses... I know my stand onli when it's too late...
Dey always say it's neva too late to do something... But are u determined to get them done... Hmm... How true is tat..??
All I want to do it is to get things done... I'm so so negative and I know... ERGH~!!!!!
They always say I'm capable... But why do I neva feel the same way....???
*sigh*
