I've been scaring quite a lot of ppl ard me... Knw it's kinda wierd.. But that's wat I feel lately... Sometimes life can so plain tat I feel like giving it up... But dere're owas other factors tat kips life going huh...????
Hmm...
Was out wif gorgeous tat day (Kaz), she mus be grinning while reading... Den I commented bout some negative stuffz bahz... U might say I'm uttering rubbish.. But sometimes when I'm alone and reflecting the things I've done... I dunnoe whether they are right or wrong.. But wat if they're not right... How m I suppose to make them right...???
Life is simply hard to control, even thou' I'm still under ppl's care... I wish I weren't... I wish I'm ablt to control mine and do things my way... [HAHA] Ambitious...??? I dun know...
I've been doubting myself and my feelings to all things... From friendship to relationship to work to life... It seems that it's owas easy to tell wat others should do... But when it comes to personal stuffz.... HELL NOOO that I can handle them well...
SHUCKS!!!!!
I hate to be alone now... Wild thots start running and it's occupying too much of space in my heart and mind... I cant think... My priority is to get my mock done and mebbe get my treat from whomever who offered... [HAHA] And give myself a break and enjoy for a while before heading to the big thing....
May peace be with me...!!!!!!!