Finallie got time to catch up wif frens whom I haven got to contact since like dunnoe when... And it's kinda sad when she told me that she haven hear me since last year.... I'm so sorry....
Sometimes I agree that I'm that lazy bum whom dun make effort to do stuffz and being the submissive kind.... Which is seldom, but when it comes to organising stuffz... YESH~!!!! I kind be quite a bum and leave it to others to do it...
But I'm realli sorry la... [heez] Will hit down ur place soon... :)
Was on phone wif her yst and I realise there so much about me which I din know and it's kinda sad to hear all from her... *SIGH* Recalling back the years, I was telling her how engineering wasn't my cup of tea during poly days... And the same thing happened yst, when I told her I realli dunnoe wat I wanna do and the course I'm doing currently might not be the thing I wan as well.... I really dunnoe wat I wan now...
Things I wish were mine wont... Things I wish to do doesn't seems to work out...
Everything that I was planning jus din work out... Sometimes I feel that I'm living for the other rather than myself... So when can I control my life...??? It sucks..!!!!
But since I've started all these, might as well get it done and carry on with wat I want.. Hopefully someday I'll be able to fulfil my dreams....
*SIGH SIGH SIGH*
Let things happen naturalli...??? NO~* If I have to go wif the flow... I'll neva get things done... So I'm planning my pretty dream now... :) I want to make it happen...
Got pics from Von.. Taken on Ping's 21st....
