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Depressing...

2009-10-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

Bad days lately... Mote work are piled up on me. Feeling mor stress than I usually do.

Was awaken the other day by a bad dream. And it all came from my work.

Heard my neice's under lotsa stress too.. She would run into my aunty's warm hug for a good breakdown. It's heartache to know that it's happening for a 7 year old kid...

This is what the world had make us into... We are forced to move forward in this inhumane environment. Sigh!

Empathy on us please...

We want a little freedom.....

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Depressing...

2009-10-29T22:50:00.001+08:00

Straighten it out!

2009-10-26T23:54:00.001+08:00

Got myself a new look... :) whee~

Ready to Spot Mr/Mrs MOLA MOLA...

2009-08-23T15:33:00.004+08:00

I spent a bomb yesterday at Canon LINK @ Vivocity...

This is what I bought and I'm happy even when it cost much more than the authorise dealer. DAMN Canon. They discontinued G9 which is the reason I getting all gan cheong about getting the underwater casing.

When asked, there were only 3 more left. I then felt much better to secure myself with one of it.

And I'm more than ready to spot my Mola in september in Bali.

WHOO-HOO!!! People get your underwater casing and cameras ready. We are going to hunt for that baby...

I heart this Song...

2009-08-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

Live High (Album Version) - Jason Mraz

I try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe

Glory God, oh God is peeking through the blinds
Are we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously

Try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
And see him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're making after all

The call of the wild is still an ordination why
And the order of the primates
All our politics are too late
Oh my, the congregation in my mind
Is this assembly singing of gratitude
Practicing their lovin for you

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously

Take it all,
And just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
You see nothing is ever as it seems
Yeah this life is but a dream

Lift me up to the almighty
Raise your hands and start acknowledging

Live high, live high
Live mighty, mighty, mighty,
Oh live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Oh live righteously
Just take, just just taking it easy
Live high
Oh live mighty, mighty,
Oh live righteously
Take it all, just take it, take it easy
See live high,
Oh live righteously
Just take it easy

THE NEW LOOK

2009-08-19T17:22:00.003+08:00

Wasn't intending to do any revamping to this page, but the display picture from the template is not showing...

Oh well...

Publicise myself up at the blog then. Hur~

Anyway, met keline another day and she passed me a body scrub and hand lotion from BOOTs.. And it smell absolutely edible...

Thanks babe.

And today dropped by Jayne's to pick up the miracle cream which is strong recommended.. "For Beloved One" BB Cream.. Let's see what this lotion can do to my skin then...

Awaiting for my crab feast now....

Tripped over some pebbles

2009-08-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'm slowly getting up on my feet again..

I admit it was surprising from the way you behaves and speak to me. But it start to feel all superfical and I wonder to myself if you should step into my life again.

It was a good breakoff the other time. But why come back, it's unhealthy and bad for both.

I just realised there're too many pebbles around to create more obstruction for me.

Maybe you're just one of the.

"Thank you" for appearing AGAIN

2009-08-16T02:30:00.005+08:00

I've evolve into a person with spilt personalities and I'm not coping well

with that I'm going thru'. Been really bad with handling stuffs and situations. UGH!

Why come back and give me all these flase signs. It's simply playing with the

mind and I hate you being so irresponsible. Do you have no feelings?? Or at least show

some empathy to someone who cant handle situation well. * came at the wrong time

which is why all my problems seems to be caused by you.

Do I need * or just need some space to myself. I don't know.

Back in my life....

2009-08-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

Is this suppose to happen??

Am I blessed or not??

Stop playing w the mind.....

I LOVE IT WHEN................

2009-06-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

MORE AND MORE OF MY FRIENDS ARE LEARNING DIVING....

Plunges In

2009-06-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

It's been a tortourous and slow week.

There've been laughes, intensity, shouts, screams and definitely hurting moments. And I've tried to make myself numb. But this time I lost to myself once again.

She just wont let go of me and she loves to see me in torment and it's really hurtful to both her and me. I think she's simply what IMH had always explained to us. They are in need of medium to reveal their emotions.

And I understand she's does it in a different manner.

God!

I screamed and teared. Ms 'S' understands and empathizes, but noone can help me out now.

I seem to visualise myself in this dark corner of the room and insecure.

When will light shine on me?

I'm feeling emotional...

2009-06-20T11:42:00.002+08:00

I miss my happy pill..

Where have you been?!?!

In need of loving and hugs~

I LOVE GATHERINGS...

2009-06-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

Met up with Jayne n Wayne for dinner and dessert last night.

I love hanging out with the peeps.. But work lately is making me finding it hard to what I love to do and use to do.

I miss those day where I change into my bedding suit and jump into the pool under that sorching sun and make those lazy muscles work..

But what do lately is to sit on that small corner which cant even give any allowance to swirl that chair around. And my butt is getting bigger because of that glued onto your butt chair.

I miss hitting the gym and out jogging... Now I barely run for 5 minutes and I'm already lying flat on the ground.

Bring me back my life...

ARGH~ I'm evolving into TPL!!!

Post Dive Trip Entry

2009-06-11T10:21:00.004+08:00

It was a fun weekend with the besties and also people whom I got to know for the first time. Everytime when I go on a dive trip, I get the chance to know more people and their lives.

It's kinda cool.

And every trip, I need at least one person to allow me to bicker with. And I guess this trip, I had 2. Jordan's definitely there to look over for me and make noise around me. UGH! The noisy man. HAHA.. Then I had think "Half ANG MO" where Jaime and I spent those free time disturbing him. Kinda cool huh. But he's violent, he gave me 2 big bruises which now looks ubberly green and I'm starting to look like the HULK.. What the hell!

Trip was fine, just that looking out from the back for all divers are stressful and I tend to drift away to snapping those cute fishes and before I know it I might be so far away. Opps~

Now I'm back here, it's sucks to be in what I'm doing.. I wish to get the hell outta it, but it's not a realistic thing to do. DAMMIT! Someone save me please.

Oh~ I just simply miss the weekend and bickering with people...

2009-05-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

Random shot.....

2009-05-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

I've decided to change the outlook a little to motivate myself to update a little more regularly. HA! Let's hope this works....

Been busy with work and not so much of life since the last 6 months. Social life had really tied me down not just a bit but darn lots that sometimes I find it hard to breathe and find time of myself.

Looking forward to my little weekend getaway in June. And I'm praying that swine flu will not tangle up in my plan. Or else I am gonna................................................................................stay back in work.

QI MU ZHI!!!!

Oh well...

All I can do now is just pray.

Pre-Convocation Photo... I Know I Look Ridiculous. But Aint This Cool? Max Called Me The Hairy-Porke…

2009-04-17T09:13:00.001+08:00

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2009-04-05T21:32:00.001+08:00

Love this song.....

Just Some Pop-art

2009-04-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

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Sick!

2009-04-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.. :( gosh! Luckily I m on medical leave tomorrow or else I m so going to collapse at work tmr.. Lucky me!

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2009-03-22T22:37:00.004+08:00

The Neglected Blog.

It seems long since I last stepped here.

I'm not exactly busy to that extend, but the monotonous life made me lost when I wanna pen down my life now. I need to find time to breathe. And I know I also say this when I'm getting sick of what I'm doing and I need to run away for awhile.

Thankful for those love ones who had been really understanding and concern about me. The monkey who have to bear with my nonsense every now and then. And also to pick me up after work at 10, I know u are rilly tired, but still make an effort to make a trip down to send me home. And the old lady at home, knowing that u've been really tired, but still taking care of my daily needs. Love you people. And confirm my friends who gave me so much so much.

Love you all...

Was @ ECP with monkey this afternoon enjoying the cool breeze and leaning on each other. SUPER SHIOK!!

2009-03-06T12:42:00.001+08:00

Finally got hold of my iPhone.... WHEE!

2009-02-25T16:03:00.003+08:00

I'm darn tired after yesterday's East Coast GRC's retreat..

Gosh... What a good idea to make us walk all the way from Kent Ridge to Hort park and ltr all the way back to NACLi... Dammit.

Was it intentionally planned, so we will exercise to that extent. HAHA! Thanks to all who made my pig trotters ache now.

2009-02-21T20:13:00.004+08:00

Back to update my PORK CHOP SESSION...

Oh god! I spend a good 1 and a half hour cooking it. DAMN THOSE OIL THAT SPLATTERED ON ME... UGH! But I'm kinda satisfied with the outcome. WHOO!!

Poor monkey who's away for diving will not have the chance to taste it.. AWWW!

Anywayz.... Photos are ATTACHED AND I HOPE IT MADE YOU DROOL.....

2009-02-21T16:59:00.003+08:00

Just Random

When the man is not around. I start to do nonsensical stuffs like being more narcissistic...

HUR HUR....

I decided to change my desktop to.... scary "FULL OF ME"...

Okie... Gonna make "Pork Chop with La Fungi and French bean" accompanied with "Mushroom Soup" and a glass of "ICE COLD ERDINGER"

WHOO!!!!

2009-02-20T21:32:00.009+08:00

Just Sent the S.Monkey Off....

I'll be the homely girl for the next 2 days. WHOO! Cause the boy's not in town. So decided to cook a good meal for myself and the brother. YUMYUM! Going to make pork chop and the brother requested for Chicken Chop. And we are going to enjoy this with a glass of ice cold beer. AINT IT COOL???

Updates for these few days, didee's merobok gave birth to 2 cute eggs which will not hatch. But I guess it's just the animal instinct, it seems to be sitting on the eggs and looking forward to it hatching. Even when I start disturbing it to make it move away from the egg, it just sit there. She's so cute....

And ya... I'm down with FOOD POISONING again. DARN! Went to work to send out some emails and when to the doctor opposite my workplace whom only gave me charcoal pills. SIGH! And I have to pay 24bucks for it. WHAT THE HELL. Oh well.. At least it gave me more time to spend with the monkey.

Met for dinner and send him to COVE which is so friggin far. SIGH! I miss stardus. SOB SOB~ Oh well.. I'm bored now again. Watch survivor @ 3 this afternoon which I dun wanna re-watch it @ 11. So I gotta find some stuffs to do then.

I JUST MISS MONKEY'S PRESENCE...

2009-02-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

BOredom Sets In @ Work....

Gosh! It's either heavily packed with work or left with nothing to do... Sigh! Cant the work be spreaded out equally... Humans just csn be contented. When packed with work, we always complain about having lesser workload. But when we become more free to work, it seems like we got nothing to do. SHUCKS! Which is why I'm blogging away now.

OH MAN!!

Waiting for tonight's meeting @ 8pm. DIE DIE DIE!! I'm so worried that the weird man's going to stick to me. YUCKS! The skinny monkey's here to send me home. PHEW! Thank god! Even though I know I'll be fine. But the thought of him talking to me is eekie enough to turn me off.

I seem to look forward to short getaways everytime work stresses me out. Is this what everyone is doing??

Sigh! Lifestyle for most us?!? Working for the sake of living. Even though we dun like it...

2009-02-15T12:36:00.005+08:00

The man bought me a frigging HOLGA!!!!

We are going down to Penisula later. Cause I'm going to find the lady who sold this to time to teach me how to use it.

I'm simply lazy to read the manual. Pardon me people. Work's making me too busy to read it. But I know I'm going to take down awesome photos.

THe old @ home asked why the skinny monkey bought me a toy camera. But I told her, this thing is magic. It's able to capture things that sometime a digital camera can't.

I know I'm very back into the centuries. Cause it's something that was trendy like donkey years ago. But I just got my very 1st one. So you can't blame me... WHOO!!!!!

Erm.. I think he asked me to get home and take pictures of all the gifts. But I had put all the snacks in the fridge and the brother had munched my chezel into his tummy. Opps...

Anyway, Happy Valentine to all my LOVE ONES!!! Load of hugs and kisses.

XOXOXOXO

2009-02-09T16:29:00.004+08:00

Weather's killing lately...

And my skin is slowly peeling off the flesh. Shucks! Know it sound gross, but it looked even worse.. Sigh!

Work's kinda sucks lately when I've a physcotic guy haunting me almost everyday and I have to deal with him even though I wish I had not. Someone help me get my arse outta this bucket.

The man have been very worried about me. And not to say the old lady @ home. Both of them are worried about my safety and I have to admit, I worried walking home alone when I knock off late at night. Sigh!

The job's been stressing me bad too. Having ppl venting their anger at me and threatening me. Why cant they get a piece of their minds. They think I'm being paid to go through all these shit. You must be kidding me. I need a normal treatment there too.

It's as if I'm a bastard and am born for such treatment. M texted me today and we were saying to meetup some day for a whining session. Which is something the 3 girls are in need of.

Thou shall not whine too much during this special season.. :) V day's around the corner.. Gotta enjoy this sweet moment once again. And definitely to feel LOVED!!!!!!!!

Hugs all.... Till then..........

2009-02-05T23:20:00.004+08:00

Have you been .......

NICE..... OR....

NAUGHTY?????

Saw this at ntuc while shopping with my old lady @ Jurong Point. Find it kinda cool so must get it... Will definitely pass the naughty to Skinny Monkey while I keep the nice for myself... WHAHAHA..

SULK! After resting for 3 days, it's back to work again. DREAD THE LIFE NOW. I need to move on soon. SIGH!

Skinny Monkey bought me a new bear to add to the collection. :) *SMILES*

2009-02-04T17:57:00.002+08:00

What ths siblings will do when work's too bored....

*smiles*

Preparing for swimming session with Princess K.......

2009-02-02T20:36:00.003+08:00

The very long song once again from LEO KU

2009-02-01T23:35:00.003+08:00

Simply more retro to come. :)

Bought this ray-ban look alike specs from Charles and Keith this afternoon. And it's on a 60% discount. I simply have to pay 9 bucks for it. Adding that I redeemed the cash in my debit card, I paid only 47 cents for it. How cheap.

But I splurge on something which I think was a total waste. But I gotta say. I just simply love it. It's the "Where's Wally" book. I paid 18 bucks for it. But it simply made my day. WHOO-PEE!!!

I'm a HAAPY GIRL!!!!

2009-02-01T14:31:00.006+08:00

I Fell In Love With This Song when the cousin sang it during KTV session the other day.

每次當苦惱失意
漆黑的K房裡圍住
喉嚨呼出每個生字
這歌詞原來碰到他痛苦處

要吐苦水也許我不願意
瀟灑分手裝作太輕易
然而啤酒仍苦得相當諷刺
讓我關門利用咪高峰哭喊幾次

沒有歌怎敢說心事
受了傷始終怕別人知
我和你吻別在無人的街
張學友唱出我的情節

沒有歌怎敢說心事
受了傷點首更絕情詩
你的背包讓我走的好緩慢
陳奕迅那首歌是唱的他自己

沒有歌做人
只懂苦唱怎去遮風避雨

要吐苦水也許我不願意
瀟灑分手裝作太輕易
然而啤酒仍苦得相當諷刺
讓我關門利用咪高峰哭喊幾次

沒有歌怎敢說心事
受了傷始終怕別人知
我和你吻別在無人的街
張學友唱出我的情節

沒有歌怎敢說心事
受了傷始終怕別人知
你的背包讓我走的好緩慢
陳奕迅那首歌是唱的他自己

沒有歌做人
只懂苦唱怎去遮風避雨

2009-02-01T02:16:00.003+08:00

Retro is the IN thing now.....

Mr Cheng and myself have been very into old-school items now. So we bought some cheap stuffs to help bring back good memories.

He bought this damn old-fashioned watch. But I wonder if it really works. But anyhow, it cost only S$10. But it's still money. HAHA~

Went to my cousin's chalet on the 2nd day of CNY. And I realise his casio watch is really something very acient and I miss the days where we had our own casio. So I met Ryan on the 3rd day and went down to mustafa to get this very cheap watch. I'm planning on getting a gold one now. WAHAHAHA! Mr Cheng says that I'm darn bling bling.

And I just got something real cool this evening, Mr Wu bought me the latest netbook from Lenevo. WHOO! I can carry this ard w/o much hassle. Since I wont have to pay him back @ one go. I'm planning on getting my iPhone. I still think that it's a cool phone. Hee.. And the cousin was telling me how good the phone is. And I simply cant resist. Give me 1 more mth. I'll get the phone really soon and get rid of the samsung which is giving me problem when typing the message. HEE!

2009-01-24T01:47:00.002+08:00

I'm finally leaving for 3 days...

Not exactly looking forward to it. But I gotta say that it's definitely better than staying here. I'm desperate for a little getaway...

Till then... Love to all my darlings and family. And hope everyone will have a happy and healthy life.

HAPPY NUI NUI YEAR!!!!

Muackies!!

Heard this song on my way home on Terence's car. Find the lyrics very meaningful.

Part of this song seems to be singing my life now. Sigh!

Sometimes I feel very useless, not being able to adapt to this working society. But it's really teaching and telling me that it's not easy to earn each and every bit of the salary. My patience are taken into challenge and it's totally an anger management system that I'm going thru'. And I'm afraid I'm not being to handle it well from here. Gosh!

My old lady tell me to stop when I really take it. But I cant stop my financial flow. Everyone's telling me how bad the market is and I totally agree with them. But I'm finding this "crying myself to sleep" habit a little unhealthy and I wish to source for something less torturing. I need to get myself a little more life. And be able to learn more to life.

I've become really dependent on my old lady and the skinny monkey so much that I cant seen to let go either of them. I miss the very independent me. Trying to find the inner me. I wish they can give me more time and not pushing me to the limit.

LEAVING ALL THESE BEHIND FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS....

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒有人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就習慣有妳的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道
妳好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯的無聊
他習慣睡覺的床位少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑藉著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑卻在最後眼淚拼命掉
妳的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天　突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到你好不好

2009-01-21T18:50:00.004+08:00

Metup with the Mates....

Attended the CRM Briefing with Shuyu @ PA HQ yst.. And we went down to bugis for a little walk. So I dialled Kaz's number to disturb her. But only to find out that she's having her "PRIVATE" meetup with Kenny.

HOW CAN?!?!?!

Must spoil their plan. So I tagged along and be a noisy bitch that ended up bitching the whole night. WAHAHA.

Someone's camera shy. Pardon him!

My yum-mae TonKaTsu Set..

Kaz's yum-mae Omu Set...

Oh and I went for my eyelash perming this afternoon. So cool... Hee. Now I dun have to curl them anymore. It's permanent for 1 mth or so... Whoo-Pee! I feel like Little Miss Vain today. Got my eyebrows trimmed as well.. So ready for Genting already... WAHAHAHA! Are we going there soon?!?!?!

2009-01-19T13:55:00.003+08:00

I'm breathing normally once again..

Have done another project which is why I'm so relieve and catching back my breathe. That irritating bug is making me suffer from heart attacks and shocks...

I think within the next 3 mths I'll probably get diagnosed with HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. And my fragile heart is not doing very good with what she's making me go thru'....

Trying hard to live the kind of life I had in the past. And work had made me forgo alot of what I always took granted of. SIGH!

Life sux!

Anywayz, looking forward to the little escapade this weekend with the monkey and my darlings. :) I just pray that this week will move on smoothly. No more nonsense from irritating bug.

Hope everyone's getting their home cleaned and furnished their wardrobe with new clothes. Althou I know I've yet to get all this stuffs done. HEE! I just wanna get OUTTA TOWN....

Hee... I know it's not far from today. I'll just continue to countdown till saturday...

2009-01-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

When am I getting outta SINGAPORE for a little escapade....

I'm suffocating @ werk and finding it kinda hard to even breathe with the hectic schedule that I've to go through and now squeezing in a new event which only allows me 10 days to get everything done and getting enough people down so that I can record it down in my system. UGH!

I'm try very hard now. So dun push me too hard.

But I believe everything will go smoothly on that day.

Looking forward to the 23rd January when I can get outta Singapore for a little getaway with the Monkey and the blissful couple (Terence & Keline)....

So looking forward... Dun mind me for being so exaggerated!! But I'm finding hard to find time for myself. But I'm gonna enjoy my self for the 6 days off work on the CNY season.

WHEE~~~

Skinny Monkey is really busy lately too... He's been working 15 hours a day so he can finish his work before we leave for Genting. Poor boy! He really need a break to breathe. BABY, LOVE YA! It's will all be an end real soon. Loads of HUGGIES for my MAN....

Till then, we'll still need to hang on~

Ugh!

2009-01-10T11:32:00.004+08:00

Simply getting ready for

LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR..

Are you???

2009-01-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

I've become very temperamental and having lotsa mood swings since I work here. Gosh~!!!! It's difficult to cope with it emotionally and physically...

But I always have the love ones around me to calm and listen to me. Thank GOD!!

Been really busy with events over the past weekend...

Had Edusave Merit Bursary @ Haig Girls' School on Saturday

and

JC Annual Workplan @ Paramount Hotel on Sunday.

Luckily had my day-off today. Phew~ A day to take a breather.. Been sleeping alot today and now I finally got my energy stored for tmr. Heading ahead is staff meeting in the afternoon.. Gotta get me minutes of meeting ready for the group.

Anywayz, been busy uploading photos in facebook and Miss NEL Lim is getting all irritated by how vain I am... Wahahahaha~

Looking forward to Genting with Keline, Teng and King on the 24th Jan.. WHEE!!!!

But till then, gotta work hard for the upcoming projects.

2009-01-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

Oh YEAH!!!

Finally got my 1st big event for the year 2009 DONE!!! Friggin happy about the outcome since everything went smoothly, except the flowers which I rented which had not been collected today. GOSH! Mr L says that by monday those pretty things will withered by then....

I feel very sorry about it....

But I guess overall the event was okay since the feedback I got aint that bad.

PHEW!! One more to go tmr. SHUCKS!!! 730am @ Paramount Hotel. Please KILL me.. I need to breathe.

2008-12-31T09:52:00.002+08:00

Gosh!! It's the LAST DAY...

Have you finish what you're suppose to do for the year 2008??

I'm now preparing my resolution for the upcoming year.. Lemme see

Be a nicer girl
Being able to change a new environment
Earn big bucks
More Surprises in life
Widen up my social network
Healthier life
Baby to cut down on cigs *Just praying and putting it in to make my resolution longer*
Slimmer me *Althou I'm not working that hard towards it*
Oh god! What is 9?? Let's skip this
Get to go outta singapore more often
Learn Surfing
Try Bungee
Try Sky-Diving
Bring the old lady @ home to Taiwan
Wishes the Folks to be healthy
I can shake legs yet have $$ to spend *Day dreaming*
Am I asking too much????
OKIE LAST ONE... BE A BETTER ME!

Thank you for all the loving shower onto me throughout the year. It definitely wasn't a easy year. Since I fought so hard since February till June for the blardie exams!! And the poor boy always coming down to send me home. It's been hard for you too. And the old lady who worked so hard and frying so many chickens so to financially support me through these 3 years.

Appreciate it loads~!!!

Thank you for loving me. And I definitely love you all too.

Hugs and Smooches....

Signing off on the last day of 2008,

(QUEENIE LURVE)

As we welcome the YEAR 2009.....

2008-12-28T02:52:00.002+08:00

Being appreciative during the festive season.....

It's the buddy loving...

With their pressie..

I'm the reindeer that loves drinking..

the boys

the group of insane people...

The girls...

Merry X'mas to all...

HUGS!

2008-12-24T17:14:00.003+08:00

I know I've always been a bitch @ home. And that I've caused many unhappiness.

Last night, I had my unreasonable moment which really hit me badly. I screamed @ the brother and was tearing through the night before turning in. I felt pain in me...

This afternoon on the cab, mum told me that the brother cried and it hurt me badly. But being the defensive self. I talked back to support myself for being unreasonable. I made it known that I cried too. But not realising how my actions had caused pain to the people around me...

I finally made up my mind to text my brother and say "sorry". While waiting for the reply, I was fearful what happened yesterday would cause to our relationship. It hurt! All I wish was a, "It's okay" text....

But what I got was....

" No worries sam! Merry X'mas Eve! Your brother love u! Got u present on your bed, but nvr wrap lah. hope you like it. :)"

Gosh! This is worse... Hit me more badly that I've been such an ass to him.

We often taking things and people around us for granted.

Each time I look @ that text, I really feel like tearing... It's painful to see how i treat others and how they treat me back.

All I wanna say is....

Thank you for loving me...

2008-12-14T08:43:00.002+08:00

It's been a week and lots happen as usual @ work and definitely during personal time....

All I can say is,

I'm so darn busy that I only feel like sleeping during my free time. And I tried my 1 meal a day yesterday. And it's torturous!!! What my job had got me into?!?

And I screamed @ that irritating prick in my ass yesterday. She just push me to the limit and I have to let it go. HA! You deserve it. *Bleah*

Met the Girl and her man for movie . Haha! And it sucked! Kinda meaningless movie, but left all of us laughing. Because we were being sarcastic towards the Girl's friend who commented that it's a good show. Then down to Hang Out @ Mt Emily, where the skinny monkey ended up losing his phonie. And all of us were like, WHAT THE FUCK!! Because the person who picked up the phone, texted me telling me to becareful of my man, because he's not faithful to me and told me he would send me some sleazy text from his phone. Erm.. Which ended up to be Keline... Tell me how dumb~

Anyway, it's a sign to change phone and time to move on.

2008-12-07T10:13:00.000+08:00

After all the party, camp and anni....

I'm back to square 1 and stuck in office once again.
I'm not complaining about the work load or what-so-ever. But I'm just getting tired of shift work. It's kinda driving me a little crazy. My body doesn't seems adapt well thou.

UGH!!

Thinking of transfer, yet it seems impossible. Think I should just bear with it and see how things go.

2008-12-03T22:58:00.004+08:00

Yeah~!!!!!

Looking forward to our 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOMORROW!!!!!

Okie... I know I look like *mang-ga-li*.... Just bear with me...

2008-12-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

It seems like I've neglected this little of mine.

So I'm back for a little updates of these few weeks of disappearance. Was away for my Induction Programme by the PA. And seriously and amazingly, I lived without television and internet connection for 2 weeks. HAHA!

Was busying with my stay in camp and listening to briefings after briefings.. Everyone's bored and yearn to leave the place badly.

In the initial stage, I was struggling on how miserable life can be in the camp and was reluctant to do anything there. Luckily, I've 2 bitches in my room who kept me company and gossip whenever we got bored. *smug* One of those 2 people in camp who kept me going. *Are you girls touched??*

Anywayz, lotsa stuffs happened during camp, but I'm just lazy to mention them out. Pardon my laziness. I'm trying hard to find time for myself now. UGH!

Now back to office, lotsa stuffs to clear. Yet another busy day for me. When will all these end~ I needa break of these piles of stuffs. Someone help me!!!!!!!

Simply desperate!

2008-11-13T09:07:00.002+08:00

Getting Busy....

Loads of events lying back to back. Worse thing, I'm going for Induction Camp next tuesday till the 1st December. It's really sickening.

Met my very scary "C-P" last night. Turn out to be fine. But I can foresee that if I were to go against her will, I'll as well be dead. Sigh~ Humans are hard to please.

I might get myself another job offer. Hopefully something better. *Smiles*

Were Looking For A Lot Of Love - Hot Chip

2008-11-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

I'm caged once again.....

Back from my lil' escapade and I'm craving for more. Sigh~ Working life dreads. I always agree and studying dreads me too. So I think the best job for me now is to be a bummer again. HAHAHA~ Think my mum will kill me immediately.

Anyway, back to the dive trip that I went last weekend....

It's really a relieve when the clock strike 6pm and packed all my belongings and left work. Had baby waiting for me outside the workplace and set off to pick KM and to the dive shop. I've no been so excited and cherishing that 2 days.

WHEE~

Changed @ cove, got everything in and off we go...

This time round, there were a family, 2 pairs of couple *inclusive of me n ryan*, 2 singles and 2 crews *Nicky and Peter*. During the trip, I made a very amazing relationship with the 2 kids who ended up bonded closer to me than the crew. I'm usually not very keen to hanging out with the kids. But this time, I gotta say I like this relationship with the 2 little cuties.. Being their big JIE JIE, looking out for them while diving. Encouraging them whenever they got nervous and freaked out.

HAHAHA! It seems like I'm slowly getting the DiveMaster position. I love helping out as well cause I understand everyone feels lost during their first attempt. And I gain a sense of confidence and satisfaction. But unfortunately I saw more of divers than fishes. Not much of pictures of pretty fishes. Awwww~ Sad!

Hmm.... Let me see what have I saw during this trip...

1) Lotsa small fishes

2) Lotsa Corals *And Annabelle told me I broke one of them.. Shucks~ So embarrassing*

3) A turtle

4) A friggin big Puffer

5) Lotsa Sea Urchins

Where's the friggin WHALE SHARK?!?!?!?!

*SULK*

We ended our trip before we even knew it. And was time to make our way back. Sometimes I really dun mind living there for a month and be fisherman. I kinda hate the modern society where we have to fight and kill each other. I'm feeling tired. Sigh~

It was the hug from Berny and Belle that woke me up from my exciting and warming weekend escapade.

I'm now sitting in front of the PC and joting down my weekend before I get back to work and forget all about the memorable days..

2008-11-07T10:05:00.000+08:00

I DREAD WORKING.....

Luckily, as i just looked up, 3 and a half hours had pass.. And I'm 6 hours away from freedom. SIGH! Oh god! Someone save me...

Oh BTW... I wore mini skirt and leggings to work today and got nagged... HAHAHA!! Nvm la.. Since today it's 1st time kenna caught and also because I'm going on trip. I don't care.. WAHAHAHA...

Next time I'll dress to occasion.. PROMISE!!!

2008-11-05T17:22:00.003+08:00

It's a busy week....

Been rushing thru the proposal for the upcoming event. And it's giving me a ted of problem when people aint co-operating. Sometimes I feel like giving up, but with the treat of getting a cut in the bonus, I just gotta work with it.

Just gotta tell myself,

" Bitches they come they go,

Saturday through Sunday, Monday

Monday through Sunday yo

Maybe I'll love you one day

Maybe we'll someday grow

'Til then just sit your drunk ass

on that fuckin runway ho"

Something to look forward to. I'm GOING DIVING THIS WEEKEND!!

Colleagues at office had been encouraging me, telling me that it's gonna be another done with. & payday is just a few days away. Now then I realize how motivating it is when money's coming in.. Why would I even tell my interviewers that I dun mind about the salary they are giving me. It's bad to start with the pay I'm getting now.

Anyhow, I just hope I can get this proposal latest done by friday and I'll be set free to PAYA BEACH again.... Let me repeat, it's again at PAYA BEACH...

I should just start collating pictures I take with that sign to keep track how many times I've visited that lonely island. HAHAHA! But at least it's better than rotting in Singapore.

Looking forward to friday...

" Take me away: A secret place.

A sweet escape: Take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place."

Love,

Friggin Annoyed ZenZ

2008-11-04T09:09:00.004+08:00

UGH! Damn that Nightmare....

I got shook up after a bad nightmare. And it rather a fantasy kind, since all I can remember now is a dinosaur chasing me after I ordered a SABA fish set from a korean restaurant. Ask me what's the link, I cant answer you either. AND THE WORSE OF ALL, I WAS BEING KILLED IN THE DREAM LAH... How dumb! & I thought I'm wonder woman.

Whatever it is...

Since I'm up, just make use of the time watching channel news asia, so I can save up some time from going thru' the stack of papers, called "The Straits Time".

Ooh... And also definitely to share a little bit on my 1st experience at "STRIP" getting my xxxx brazillian wax. WAHAHAHAHAHA~ I'm simply so idiot. Anywayz, it's really something new that I came to know about. The difference between soft wax and hard wax, the hard wax is said to be the less painful one. And it's being proven by me after the ones I went thru from rupinis, which is also the soft wax. And my 1st trial with hard wax at STRIP. So much less pain and I can still talk as per normal to the lady. HAHAHAHA!! It's kinda corny to be chatting when I'm like half naked and her explaining so much about the pubic hair when both of us stared at the very private area. But anyhow, I still learn alot. & prolly continue waxing here even though the rates are so much higher.... Pardon those hard or soft thingy which made it sound very porno.

Went to the airport after the fulfilling waxing session.... CAUSE MY MAN IS BACK..

Reached a little too early, ended up doing nothing and rotting there. Suddenly something eye-catching from the corner of my eye, tons of mad young-teens crowding around a particular gate at the arrival hall. Screaming their lungs off for some Korean Star, called the 2pm. Can someone enlighten me who the hell are they.... These fanatics often leave me puzzle to why they spend so much time on decorating the banner for that 3 minutes crazy chase. MADNESS!!!

Come to think. They should be here too, since my baby's back and can treat it as a welcoming back ceremony althou it's not meant for him. HAHAHAHA! He was caught for a moment when he saw the crowd too. When he told me that he needed a puff, I immediately dragged him out of Airport terminal. We gotta run b4 the fanatics disperse for cabs. They can be violent by then and I wouldn't wanna be in the action as well... Sorry "bei-bey"~

WELCOME HOME!!!

And I'm going to share my bag full of "SUNSHINE"

YEAH!! My gifts are all in this BAG!!

It's a Audrey Hepburn pouch.. I love her. She's simply Sexay~

A Rolling Stone's Tee

Tee-in-a-box

He got me 3 box of them...

Something that cannot be missed my 3 brand new bikini.. WHOO~

My marilyn Monroe Tee... Baby got one for himself too. But his is a picture of Bruce Lee, his all time favorite. *Smiles*

And my 4 pairs of ear-rings... GREEN... My Favorite color...

ZenZ's @ GLEE!!

Kisses to the my baby... MUACKS!

It's great to have you back, my dear SKINNY MONKEY!

2008-11-01T14:45:00.002+08:00

Have we passed the Y-Generation?

Was having late night coffee with Jayne and Wayne after work @ Serangoon Central's MacDonalds. Everything seems fine til there's 2 bunch of young punks trying to find problem with each other.

Then they came out and started to bark like mad dogs before actions starts. But what amaze us was that one of the boy started screaming his Clan's name and reported his name even before there was any action. HmmMmmMmm~ And we thought this only happens like years ago when we were still too young and naive to think that it's cool to be in some gang or what-so-ever.

There was this young boy from the other clan who dashed out alone and got slapped and punched. But where are those people who called themselves his brother and will standby him when any trouble comes by??? It's all too LATE... By the time they came out to pull him back, he's already attacked. Isn't that funny? What was in the boy's mind when he dashed out???

Police were fast. They came within 5 minutes when situation happens. I have to say MacDonalds are fast too.

It's ridiculous that this bunch of poseur tried to make things difficult and create more trouble with the Neighbor Police. There came like approximately 6 policemen. Why in the hell would u need so many??? Worse of all. Even civil defence came to aid. IDIOT!!! It's a waste of time, when that little punk who kenna attacked was just faking his injury. When none of us even see any sign of uncomfort in him. What will happen if there's even more important cases to tend to??? Little punks just have no sense of responsibilities and maturity.... SIGH!

What will I do if they were my kids??? Bang my head on the wall....

Everything seems to drag for more then 1 hour and I got irritated and decided to go home. Thanks to them and the crowd, I was stuck sitting there til nearly 4... BLARDIE HELL!!!

Simply waste their time away.... UGH!

Now I really think I've passed the Y-Generation since it's a pain in the ass to go through all these shit...

2008-10-29T13:33:00.002+08:00

What will you do if you find out that your spouse is having an affair behind your back?

It's really sad to know what's happening and all you can do is to bear with everything. I feel sorry for what she's now going through and how the other party is enjoying having both sides of enjoyment.

When your spouse cherish the affair more than your marriage. It's the worse thing that could have happen. Adding on when you have all the burden to be carried on your back and stuck at the spot where you can do nothing. Having to bear all the consequences if you take a wrong step.

It's a shame that the outsiders can only view and keep hands to themselves.

Womanizer - Britney Spears

2008-10-28T17:18:00.003+08:00

It's my DAY OFF again~*

Dammit! Was a wasted trip to working this afternoon. Reached there with a bad cramp and I'm not able to function at all. Type an email with so much pain and it took me 20 minutes to typed a 5 sentence mail.

UGH! It's torturous~

Was expecting to take an half day off where the S.Monkey will be able to pick me up when he ends work. Who knows~ I have to pay a cab to send me home cause I can't wait till then. Luckily the boss was nice enough to let me off. And the very nice colleagues which were present whom encourage me to go back then to swirl into a ball in the little corner of the desk.

Almost scare the cab-uncle who sent me back. Cause he asked for a preferred route back home, but I'm all too weak to even reply. So I just said,"I'm really unwell, please pick the fastest route back." And within seconds, I fell into deep sleep. He must be wondering if I was okie, or rather am I going to die in his cab.

*HAHAHAHA*

I think the bottle of Heineken @ BORA BORA was to blame. No more beer on the Female most troublesome 7 days... Blardie hell.

The boss and people were giving tip awhile back when I was in office, how to prevent cramps. Coolness~ But of all things, none of them seems to be what I'll be doing, not because I dun seek advice. But rather I'm too lazy to be doing all those. HAHAHAHA~~

My man.. Please ask me what are them and help me prepare.. I'm the sassy girlfriend who likes to bully my Skinny-Boney-MONKEY!!!

2008-10-27T23:15:00.008+08:00

BASKING UNDER THE SUN!

Met the newly weds for a good ol' "Ketchup"..

Had the famous LOR MEE from Tiong Baruh Market which the fore-plan was to have Bak Kut Teh at Rangoon Road. But I guess everyone need a rest on public holiday, so we missed them and had our alternative choice.

Then made our way down to sentosa for a nice day at the beach.

That's me while taking a break from the sun for some COLD BEER.

That's my baby who's most prolly looking out to some HOT CHICK.

Terence who's busy scratching his ass... Opps~ I mean digging for his wallet.

And Ms Busy, aka Ms Keline, who's always busy on the phone.

Me looking all bohemian and Kel looking all sporty.

Smile for the camera!!!

I love my SKINNY MONKEY...

Believe me... They save lives when time comes. She love life guards with abs like those in the picture.

Smooches to this fit HUNK!

After tanning and getting myself all cooked, we went VivoCity for a little walk and down to alexandra for some barbeque seafood and cooling sugarcane. Yummie! Been having lotsa goodies since morning starts.

Went down to AnchorPoint with darling, Keline was suppose to join us, but because the carpark was packed and she was tired after a draining day at the beach, they left first. Baby told me that there's a shop there that sells the game Blokus which I played at settlers and wanted to own one myself. Was so excited that I finally find it. Been hunting at toy'r'us and other board games shop, but to no veil.....

Anyhow, I got it finally.... I'm really a HAPPY GIRL now.

You can now play it online from (http://www.blokus.com/online-game/)

Brought it to cove immediately after I got it. And made the gang play with me. *wink wink* I think this game would be a much more worth game than the previous one *twister* I bought. Since it's more of a strategy game and make one think. :)

I need more of these games to keep me occupied when the Skinny Monkey is away this weekend. Sigh! When he's gone for the past 10 days, I was really bored and missed him around loads. Because it seem like my daily life aint moving smoothly cause it's really a big part of the life now.

Picking me up when I really tired after a afternoon work shift.
Buying me dinner even though he's tired.
Allowing me to eat after work even though worried that I might be getting heavier, or rather definitely getting heavier.

I thank him for everything that he had done. Love you, my skinny cheeky monkey!

2008-10-23T21:57:00.003+08:00

Back to the cozy lil corner where my mind starts to run wild about LOVE, LIFE, SEX, FUTURE and WHAT MIGHT COMES NEXT......

It's been a month and a day since I stepped into the society. I wouldn't say I've seen a lot since what I could see is almost the same and people stepping into the office since to be the familiar faces I see as days passed.

Stress builds in and things seems double heavier as days passed. I tend to take things a lil too seriously. And waking up in the midst of the night worrying of what might happen next and what can be done to resolve the problem. It's could be related to the smallest thing, like having a unsent mail and I'm all uptight of what the chairman will react to the inefficiency of my work attitude.

Even giving the man his wake-up call, I ended up telling him how depressed I felt and how early I got up and not being able to get back to sleep. This is really bad.

He's my pillar. Who's there to listen to me. Sometime it hits me whether he's the one I'm looking for. But I always tell myself why look so far when the present is making my mind run mad. I considered myself fortunate for what he have gave me and the patience. He's my peace in mind and someone who bring laughter and joy. I love him.Thank you for loving me.

For now.....

I just wish I'll be able to hold on longer to see a brighter light which will lead me to a better place and future.

perfect love song - Boyz II Men

2008-10-19T20:07:00.001+08:00

Been a busy day @ work….

Had Silat Graduation Day which attracted lotsa people down and definitely the free session from the Massage Club. Sigh~ I missed that since everyone in office is busy running up and down.

I tried my first attempt handling counter customers on my own. Satisfaction fills me since I can finally close a payment. *grins*

Counting down to hugging SKINNY MONKEY… I’m left with just a day… WHOOPEE!!!! Misses the bones and craps. And also someone for me to whine to...

Praying that 10 would come by real soon and I can go home and rest… OH WELL….

2008-10-18T10:33:00.000+08:00

Snippets to my "deadly" Life

I'm dying of boredom from yesterday as still now. And all I can say technology aint very up-to-date. It seems like I'm still using the old version of blogger.com and I can't seem to change any of the font and size. See how deadly life can be.

I'm going through some stuffs which I need to attend for a seminar. And worried if I should start calling people down to sign cheques, update about events. Dammit!!! Will wait til later..

It's the 8th w/o the Skinny Monkey and I'm really slowly growing to a Fatty Gorilla. Met Jayne and Wayne for dinner or rather supper after work yesterday, simply FATTENING! Hmmm.... Okie! I know I'm slow but I just realise the similarity in the name of the couple. *SMILE*

Tonight is another round of sinful munchies. Meeting the woman of my life in the evening to attend some neighbour's wedding. YUMMIE! Hopefully it's up to standard and not some "ZHI CHA" stuffs. *grinz*

Til then with more boring stuffs to jote. And monday when my Skinny Monkey comes back. There'll be more to come and prolly more colors to life. :)

2008-10-16T21:08:00.003+08:00

To have this belonging @ work... But I just wish I was home while @ work. I rilly miss being a bummer, yet I cannot afford not to have monies in my pocket.

Work lately.....

Society is realistic, even though you can be click super well with anyone and they tell you almost everything under the sun. BUT BEWARE, there's always time when there's darkness and night. GOSH! I was led to this trick. Sigh! It's easy to say "It's okie lah" and all you know is to tell everything since you thought it's fine. But right when u said something they are not please to hear, you are so FU*KING DEAD! Total unexpected reactions. And I mean it.

Not that they know I'm getting something higher than them, I'm going to work double the amount of work, even when I've so much on hand. Someone spare my life.

I'm simply naive.

2008-10-15T16:53:00.002+08:00

To de Man:

Music was by this little girl who compete in the british talent show. And she sound rilly sweet...

2008-10-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

Yet another idiotic day @ work.

Someone tell me why humans have to work? ERGH! Understand, we need money to survive. But I'm so angry now, cause my job scope is simply allowing people to step on top of me and insult me to the maximum.

Finding hard to stay on and I've become a person who can't speak up for myself anymore. I need to getaway for awhile to feel normal again.

I miss the Skinny Bamboo, who's there for me to lean on.

2008-10-11T14:09:00.004+08:00

Skinny Monkey Off to PHUKET..

I think his plane would have touched down by now. My baby's is out of SINGAPORE for A WEEK.. UGH!!!! Gonna miss him real much. Didn't expect to hit me that hard til that minute when we hugged at the departure hall before he head to his flight.. Oh Gosh! Our eyes filled with tears, but we try not to cry in front of each other. ERM... I know it's very nonsensical since it's only a week. But still.. it's hard to control... I'm gonna miss him real bad.

Was reading the letter he wrote to me.. And suddenly I teared. TAMADE... Write a letter that made me teared in the bus. No more "mei nu" le lah...

Pictures before he left for his OWSI...

ALL THE BEST MY DARLING..

Missing YA, HUGGIES!!!

2008-10-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

Blissful Couple

Attended (Copper and Dennis)'s wedding lunch yesterday @ peony jade. Same place where Princess K held her solemisation. And Yvonne's in November and Evyon's is in December. So many wedding coming up and that's not all. Apple's giving birth in November. Gosh!

Start to wonder and feel old. People around me are getting married and even having kids. But I'm still here. Stuck with work or rather just started with my first career, ever since I graduated.

I'm not exactly jealous or what. But rather starting to really think what I want in life. Where should I move towards, be it in career or personal. Tough choice!

And what can we say, it's just life..

2008-10-01T03:04:00.004+08:00

HATE THAT BITCH...

She simply made my day...

Called me up super early in the morning, when I'm still in my cosy corner.. Woke me up from bed, trying to find fault in me.

I dragged myself outta bed. Got all ready and put on my makeup to enjoy the day off from work. Was out having lunch with the woman-of-my-life and my aunty. Which then I received a call from work. My superior telling me that she's unhappy with my attitude.

DAMMIT.!!!! And she sound all so nice before she hung up in the morning. Now that she went to my superior with another story. What's her INTENTION?!?!?! Trying to get me out of the game??? I teared, feeling all upset about this industry and was half-a-step on the thought of leaving this place. But after second thought, I would like to meet this old hag and see what's the power she got. Which didn't make her tell me off straight thru' phone and havta go all the way to my superior to question me about the whole situation.

I guess after all, she din have the power to get me outta this field... SIGH!!

The reality of society is making me feel so disgusted and viewing it on the ugly side.

So what's ur next plan?!

2008-09-30T01:44:00.007+08:00

Hi Earthlings....

I've been searching for time to do my entries. But I just couldn't get them done at work. It's either I'm brain-dead or because it aint convenient...

Oh yeah... It's been a week since I reported to work. And it's been kinda slack-ie for me thou. Nothing much for the past week. But the working hours is making me miss out time with the precious. It's always that an hour or maybe less than that with him. And I'm really feeling bad, that he's always down to send me home whenever I'm doing late shifts. I'm so thankful to have such a boy. Love ya, Skinny.Monkey!

I'm missing out so so much which in turn comes in as financial terms. I give up part of my entertainment and lifestyle in return for what people called it "MONEY". Sometimes I wonder to myself, if I did the right choice. But when I get a low offer, but a job I liked. Reality tells me I still need monies to survive. I'm in this environment which I know I wont be able to stay in for long. But I'm going as far as I can.

But along the way, I wish people would be supportive about me. I've gave up those who brought me down and I've looked far and moved on. In life, people tends to behave in a way which they might not realize. I understand that, because I believe I act in the same way too. But we learn along the way, to be a better person. Be it life, education or technical.

I'm glad to have these much of people giving me all the TLC. I've yet to feel uncontented about my life. I never bother how people looked at me. As long I know the people I love and they love me, see me the same way. I'm all okay.

Like what Jo said in her entry..

I'm thankful and appreciative to have my bunch of dive crew around to brighten up my usual dull life and my darlings who are always there for me whenever I need them to.

Now I really hope my work will be fine and I'll be able to survive in this industry for at least a year. Before I move on with life. *smile* Crossing my fingers~!!!!!!!

2008-09-25T00:30:00.001+08:00

2008-09-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

@ Work

It's another day @ work and everything still quiet on my side since I've yet to meet the people who are suppose to keep me busy in this job. But I believe I'll be at war really soon. Oh god! I need playtime someone help me.

2008-09-19T08:56:00.001+08:00

Sigh...

What have the society made us into? It had started the war which was longed to be around since 3 years ago and I just came to realize that. How ugly is this? I can't imagine what I got myself into. What more can i say.......

Musiq

2008-09-18T17:39:00.003+08:00

SHOPPING SPREE.....

Went to People Association Headquarter this morning to sign my appointment letter. Suddenly feel so relieve and sense of security. Before all these, I was busy sending resumes, preparing documents and myself for interviews. Feel all lost about what I wanna do.

But now....

There's job and money coming in. Whoo-pee.

Asked Keline out for spree. Drove down to town and surprisingly, I spent $$ on the things which I'm urgently need and not feel pain about the $$ slipping out of my pocket. WHAHAHAHA!!!

Bought the Calvin Klein bag at 50% off, which end up to $44.50. CHEAP CHEAP!

Makeup from Loreal and Mabeline accumulating to $21.80

Belt from Charles and Keith for $13.90

Pair of black heels that cost only $9.90

My dark blue stockings for $7.90

And definitely not to miss, my company is PRICELESS....

*smiles*

2008-09-17T18:06:00.005+08:00

At High Spirit.

I'm happy happy. Finally a call which I've been waiting for the longest time. YIPEE!!! I would say, this might not be exactly what I'm looking for. But at least the pay justify itself and the main reason why I'm here. So I'll live with what I have for the time being and learn to love the job. *smile*

Bump into Jovelle at leisure park yesterday. And she bought me this cute little tag. So sweet of her lah. Thanks babe!!!!! Hugs!

It's been long since I been to pub for drinking. So met Keline and head down to Zouk's winebar. Haha.. We had snow white and 7 drawfs and she was force by Plex and I to drink drink. How cool is that. Hope you "ENJOYED" the drink man. *smile smile*

2008-09-12T01:13:00.001+08:00

I MISS BALI...
SOMEONE BRING ME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-08T14:04:00.005+08:00

IKEA WITH STUD....

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2008-09-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

Bits and Pieces

Haven been updating much lately. Been busy hunting for job and being a nosey aunty tagging along with the stud while he shifts stuffs over to new cove. HAHAHA!! I HATE THE SECURITIES THERE!!! Oh well... Not for me to judge since it's not my shop..

Anyway, time has been hard on me. And I'm not getting the dream job I want. But I hope, it will be a successful one on friday. *smiles*

Cove's latest address.. :)

2008-08-29T13:34:00.002+08:00

Been long....

It's been a week since the last update. I'm not lazy this time, but there's nothing much to be updated about. Just that I'm starting to feel demoralized for not getting a job since I got back from Bali.

Dammit. I hate this period of feeling useless. UGH! Woke up at 630 this morning because I dreamt of myself being a bummer for the rest of my life. Oh god! Who's there to help me... Sigh...

I'm DESPERATE this time

*Keeping myself busy with part-time job and new sunnycove.. :)

2008-08-20T14:33:00.001+08:00

Something I think looks SWEET and a little RETARD

2008-08-20T13:06:00.005+08:00

I'm Back my dears.....

Back from bali and back to square one... Shucks. It's job hunting. But will leave it til tomorrow. I'm in need of rest. hahaha...

Anywayz, the trip was great. I had a super great and fun time with everyone. Let's see.....

Day 1

Check in at Changi Airport T1 and the war started very soon after which. Everyone start teasing each other like there's no tomorrow. UGH! And there was this inner and outer circle to whom each is suppose to tease or not to. I feel lucky cause I'm considered inner even though I'm not. HIAK HIAK... Reached Bali at 9.35pm, took the transport to the beautiful resort called puri sindhu mertha. Put our stuffs down and ordered MAC for dinner. Everyone was beat out after the journey down. End of day one.

Puri Sindhu Mertha Guest House

Day 2

Woke up at 545 and had breakfast before we left for our first day of dive at 630. Had maggi mee prepared by the resort and I've to say it smell really good but seriously bad for the kidneys. I wouldn't want to know how much salt they had in the soup. HAHAHAHA!!! After food, we set out on a 3hr journey to TULAMBEN our first location for the day's dive. I feel like queen this time, cause I didn't have to rig my own gears. I just need to let them know which is mine and set out when I'm all ready. The waves and current was something which I worry alot. And the blardy hell pebbles and making the shore dive alittle tricky. Oohh!! This is my first time doing shore dive and all I can say is... "I HATE IT!!!" I've to carry and 20kg equip on my back as I may my way down to the waters. What and experience. But overall, the dive were fine and I got lazy after the second one. So I skipped the third one as I spend time with the boys [Ryan,Kaiming,Thomas] on shore drinking and nuah-ing. After the day dive, we took the 3hour journey back to resort get ourselves cleaned up and head out for dinner and drinking & ciggies session once started again. This trip just made us immune more to the bad lifestyle.

Day 3

Our only chance to see manta and mola mola today. Set out to manta point by speedboat. And this time the waves just made me speechless and quiet thru'out the estimated 50minutes. The waves were high enough to eat the boat up. My heart were pounding each time the big waves hit. You think taking a roller coaster ride is exciting.. Try taking this 50minutes ride. Once near the dive location, we get ourselves ready with the gears on and this time with extra hood and gloves. The water was said to be very cold. No manta in sight, but only a devil ray. Disappointed. But believing that the next dive will be good. Once reached at crystal bay, all were disappointed to see 16 dive boats around. Even the dive guide shook their head and saying that we really gotta cross our fingers to see a mola. SIGH! He just predicts the future, we really missed seeing our dear mola. Worse of all, I were all busying clearing my half submerged mask.. Dammit. Even the stud knows that I'm all pek-chek underwater. Let's not go into this... :( Skipped my last dive of the day once again and stayed on board with the boys again. Tanning at this time was no good. My skin's peeling now and I became a little of laughing stock. UGH! Ended the day early evening and went down to factory outlet to shop. Lotsa rip curl and roxy stuffs, but mostly big sizes which Jaime and I find it hard to get our size. But I manage 2 bikini out of all the mess. Phew!!! Ended the day unfruitful shopping..

Day 4

Woke up early cause we had booked massage session. Laid there for good 4 hours. But I took a couple room for nothing la. The skinny monkey wasn't by my side all the time. He was having nuts up stairs having his foot massage while I have my body massage, srcubs and bath. Then when it was my turn to go up for my scalp therapy, he came in. So we had our own lonely massage of the day. Very sad.. Sigh! Cheong down to kuta for our next shopping spree. WHOO-WEE~ Had lunch at discovery mall and a little walk down the kuta beach then to those surf shops with sales. But we ended up with not much of good deals. We end up shopping at shops with prices slightly same as Singapore. But it's me once again shopping queen taking my own sweet time going through every corner of those shops.. *smug* Ended the say once again with shopping.

Kuta Beach

Day 5

Kaiming and group came down from the other resort to meet us today. WE'RE GOING WATERBOM, a water themepark in bali. Heard lots from the guys and I was keen to find out how cool it was. Kaiming's ride was my favourite, he control the float well and each slide with him was awesome. But I've to say, they didn't really have much there too. Played til early afternoon and we headed down to kuta once again for our last minute shopping. Tried to spent most of the rupiah away... So had to get stuffs, since most of them could be found in Singapore. HAHAHAHA!! Nothing special thou... Went back in the evening to wash up and pack before we set out for SINGAPORE. "WE'RE GOING HOME TONIGHT".... We gathered in the porch of the resort and enjoyed the fun time we had during the trip with beer& ciggies once again. So tell me, how can we be healthy. SIGH! Once on board, everyone closed their eyes and fell into deep deep sleep. How sweet. S.Monkey said I slept with my mouth wide open, now I feel so "paiseh"... *grin grin*

Day 6

I'm back in Singapore again......

Photos will be up very very soon. Stay tune.

We dived with....

2008-08-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Updates.....

Keline says I'm lazy lately cause everyday when she visits my blog, it's always the same entry, if not, it would be just photos...

So here it goes.....

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Now I think she's pissed off of me updating the blog.
HAHAHAA!!! Will update when I get back from Bali escapade.. Love you all. MUACKS

2008-08-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

The day is finally here and I got everything pack and ready to go... WHOO-PEEE...

I'm all ready and looking forward... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Newfound Jealousy - Shirlyn Tan

The song says it all.

Suddenly I feel all emo and moody.

The blissful Couple.

2008-08-10T01:40:00.003+08:00

The blissful Couple...

Tied their knot on 8th August '08.

Congrats to Mr & Mrs Teng.

From my mystery guy....

2008-08-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

Bouquet from the "mystery" person.....

Thank you darling. Love the gifts. HUGS!!!!!!!!

2008-08-06T13:25:00.003+08:00

Welcome the Little One....

Leroy Koh

Congrats to Thomas and Nicole.

2008-08-06T01:13:00.001+08:00

qing xing you ni ai wo

失去和拥有剎那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
醒着的时候睁开了双眸
不如意的很多
朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复覆寻寻觅觅为了什么
要多少时间才能够了解
其实有你就足够
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼我们都曾经拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我
失去和拥有泪水和笑容
人生有时候像一场梦
累了的时候闭上的双眸
谁在回忆上游
多少的朋友来的来走的走
聚散从来都不给任何的理由
转过身以后才忽然感受
你一直都在背后
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼每个人都会拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不如用心去感受
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
两个人走不会寂寞
每一刻都会珍惜都会把握
庆幸有你爱我
握着你的手走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼每个人都会拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不必在乎得太多
快乐的一刻胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
只要和你一起度过
人生没几人懂我懂得把握
庆幸有你爱我

2008-08-04T14:01:00.003+08:00

Fucked!!! I "kena" CONNED...

Okay. All I can say is.. I'm really bad with hints since all of you gave me hints here and there. But I guess all of you definitely enjoyed me standing there and look super LOST!! Which in another words say that I'm totally unaware of the surprise and it was part of everyone's plan. UGH!!!

Was really conned since early saturday afternoon when I met Keline to buy stuffs for her ROM day. And I've not notice about her hugging onto the phone and not letting me see her messages when she usually will share. Had lunch and waited for Jordan to come pick us up. When the 2 of them say to go east coast for dinner, I was telling myself.. "whoa, since when these 2 have same thinking". But little did I know, it's was all well-planned. And when I call the man, he sound all uninterested about the dinner, my mood just went down down down and was whining to Keline about it.

On our way down to east coast, Jordan said he need to go to the resort to pick up some stuffs from the friend. He's usually the busy man and need to get alot of stuffs done, which is why I'm once again not bothered by these little stuffs. Once outside the resort, I sense alittle suspicious when there's noone outside when the BBQ pit was lit. They forced me to open the door and I was reluctant. But no time for nonsense, Keline opened the door and pushed me in..

The room was in pitch darkness and I saw cameras light on me..

SUDDENLY......

The lights were and they everyone shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY".... I was in shock and nothing run thru my mind. Was glancing thru everyone's face and wondered why Jordan's friends all looked so familiar. Is only when I saw the man coming to me and hugged me...

I KNOW I'M CONNED... AND IT'S TOO LATE TO RUN......

You guys caught me there.

I'm really thankful for what all of you had done.

Appreciate it!

Especially to the man whom I love, for planning this up.

You just make me love u more and more.

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2008-07-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'm just bored!!!!!!!!!!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sam
2. Samantha
3. mei-mei

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ZenZ
2. queenie
3. Manta Ray

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Eyes
2. Tanned skin
3. Boobs

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Belly
2. Thunder thighs
3. monster arms

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Loud from Dad
2. hot temper from dad.
3. Crappy from myself.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. insects
2. Money
3. loneliness

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My electronics
2. My family
3. My boo.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. Undergarment
2. NYP Tee
3. Puma running shorts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Boyz II Men
2. Mariah Carey
3. SIA

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1. Always be my baby (David Cook)
2. Warwick Avenue (Duffy)
3. Lucky (Jason Mraz)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Trust
2. Huggies
3. Smoochies

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Fweelings....
2. Yummy tongues
3. smarts and funnies

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Swimming
2. Munching
3. Diving!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Jump into a nice spa
2. Get outta town
3. Hug my stud to bed now.

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Bummer
2. Tai-Tai
3. Rotter...

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Maldives
2. Paris
3. Taiwan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Sky Dive
2. Dive around lotsa areas.
3. kiss my love..

2008-07-29T22:27:00.006+08:00

Photos from the trip.. ENJOY....
*erm sorry for the trouble. But you will have to copy and paste at the address box to view the photos.

Album 1 :http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=32314&id=523822503

Album 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=32316&l=ca883&id=523822503

Album 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=32317&l=8fd56&id=523822503

Album 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=32319&l=b1607&id=523822503

I'm back from my 3rd leisure dive trip.

2008-07-28T15:31:00.002+08:00

I'm back from the weekend dive. I've been the laziest that i can ever imagine. I only did 2 out of 6 dives this weekend. How more slack can I be. HAHAHA! I guess I wasn't really prepared for this trip. It was the very last minute when the stud is being activated. But the trip was cool since I've Jaki accompanying me.

Didn't really see much this time due to the rain and bad visibility. And I wasn't happy since noone was there for me to irritate. Sigh. But overall it was GOOD to be out of town and relax.

But I've gotta admit such trips make me fat. All the food, beer and cigs. I'm growing fatter and fatter. But he always say I'm doing fine when I'm trying hard to fit into my old boardshort. But it's a way of him assuring me about being self-confident.

Thank you, darling for the loving.

2008-07-25T13:13:00.003+08:00

Oh Gosh.... I'm tearing...

Jovelle asked me to read this blog. And it's definitely going to make me cry.

Which I always don't believe when people tell me so. But I really teared.

It's about the incident that happen in the army that took a guy's life and now his girlfriend is left alone to face the loss. It's hurting and heartache to read what she jote down.

Which reminds me how much I wanna die at the age of 35. HAHA! My mum's always scolding me crazy. But when she really sit down and talk to me and telling me how much that's going to leave her if I'm really gone. And how much my stud always say that he wants me to be living rather than dying at 35.

I guess the scary part is not dying, but how hurt the people who loved you are going to cope after you're gone.

Wanna read more?

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DIVE DIVE DIVE....

2008-07-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

We're going to dive TMR......

lucky by jason mraz cover - ycor

I'm so so happy... WHEE!!!!

It's just another sinful weekend where I indulge myself with the unhealthy lifestyle that I always looked forward to when I'm outta town. And gorge like I never eaten in my life. Gosh! It's in another 17hours... YEAH!

I made dinner!!!!!!!!

2008-07-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

I made dinner!!!!!!!

let the peeks speak

2008-07-23T15:10:00.002+08:00

Lunch with pals and dempsey with stud.

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Clock outings...

2008-07-21T01:54:00.007+08:00

I'm late again. I'm just lazy. Orh-kay. Why do I have to remind myself everytime I blog. UGH!

Anywayz, met Keline and Terence for dinner. Super sorry bout not rmb-ing my darling's birthday. Hope you like the little prezzie I made.

Thank you for the treat. Hope everything will be good good and smooth smooth for you. And hope you wish will come true. *then kena more 4D....* [smug]

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When Ikea with the boy this afternoon....

We love Ikea...

MmmMMm... The Cheesecake taste "OOOOH"....

Coffee is GooD!!!!!! Care for some?
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Everything's new....

2008-07-16T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hope this layout would be easier for reading. And I got a haircut with the stud before meeting the brother for dinner. Now my hair is shorter shorter.. UGH!! Dammit. But since I'm going to take over Max's phone by tonight or most prolly tmr, I'm on a lighter mood. Hee... He just bought the latest Samsung phone.

And I'm going to take over this phone.

I know this is a little old. But since it's at a low price, I'll live with it until I find a phone that I really like. I've gotta spend time exploring the new gadget...

Runts

2008-07-14T00:59:00.007+08:00

Little Love Song - Daphne Khoo

Tiring day out.

Worked this afternoon at National Library's Drama Centre. Was surprised to see a familiar name, got this intuition that I know this lady, which really turned out to be my ex-colleague. How cool can this be, after 6 years away from the job. Chat abit to realize that one of the other colleague passed away from an accident. Life's really fragile. Sigh! It's always such case that make us cherish our lives even more.

Back from the sad topic, she bought me a lollipop. HAHAHA!! I haven't got one since secondary school. Too much sweetness for the pearly whites. But was really 'yippee' to receive it.

Met the stud after work. When for lite spree after settling all the work stuffs. Went VIVO, everywhere's super pack. I hate being at malls on a weekend. It can be a real headache just getting your way thru'. DAMMIT! Went over to mothergarden and the ray caught my eye. I'm so fascinated and act like a little kid. End up buying another plushie to my collection. My nest is over-populated now. *grins* And now, I'm craving for 15th of august to come, so I can indulge myself with some good time outta Singapore and get to see the real MANTA RAY and not just this plushie.

I know it's been long.

2008-07-11T15:33:00.002+08:00

ORH-KAY!!! I'm finally back from all those slacking and trying hard to live like a TAI-TAI. Dammit. It's not easy to be not doing much everyday man. And I only realized that someone tagged on the board for updates. So I'm back for a super brief summary bout live lately.

Been to an interview a week back. Was a demoralizing one and blardie hell, the company thinks that they are damn good. I'm not saying they are lousy either, just that it's not my kinda field. What's wrong being honest. Must that idiotic MD insult me or rather put me down. UGH! And what's with that, "We'll let you know if I've selected you, if not, may you have a bright future." UGH!!!! So what, now other jobs will let me die?!? ANGSTY!!!

Other than this, I'm living a chirpy and bummer life. Eat, sleep and do a little of work is my everyday life. The stud must be like super jealous, since he's the one who accompanied me till wee hours, but the only one who wakes up early, while I enjoy my sleep till early afternoon.

Headed to sentosa last weekend...
Time to mantain some tan on me. But who knows, I'm over-cooked again. DAMN!! I'm PEELING!!!

Gosh! Now blogger.com is cocked up. I cant upload pictures. Giving me excuse to stop blogging from here and slack again. HAHAHA!!! Blame it on the webby.

Updates Updates.....

2008-06-29T21:17:00.006+08:00

27.06.08 - KTV with the Crew and Divers

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28.06.08 - Durian Treat.

More Peek-Cheers here

I'm super duper lazy to blog about the outings now. *smug* Oh my~ See the photos and do up a story yourself. HAHAHAHAHA!

Home Bounded!!!

2008-06-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

I'm friggin sick sick sick!! Someone help! My human tap is leaking and I'm on the verge of stuffing tampons into the nostrils already. And the stupid clinic I went to this morning almost got me set the place up on fire.

First, I waited an hour at the "I think is the most lousiest clinic I've ever visit".
Next, the person at the counter read my name wrongly and weird and she was so damn loud that the whole place could hear, althou it's left with less than 5 patient at the clinic. But I mind about that, since I got stared by how she called me.
Third, the doctor refused to give me antibiotics which made me puzzled since I'm feeling so damn unwell and upset. Prolly he wants me to go to him again. So he can slash me more and make my pocket fill with holes. UGH
Fourth, the lady who gave me my medicine decided to explain everything to me in chinese, that made me look like a total idiot cause I cannot understand all the medicine terms. What the fuck is she thinking. I'm a MIC... Do I look like one. I'm totally insulted by the act.

Gosh! A nice day to start with. But thinking back bout the dinner and dessert I had last night with Rina, Jordan and Ben was superb. It's a worth it. But now I'm one sick cat. SIGH!!!