Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 12:01 AM
I LOVE IT WHEN................
MORE AND MORE OF MY FRIENDS ARE LEARNING DIVING....
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 11:38 PM
Plunges In
It's been a tortourous and slow week.
There've been laughes, intensity, shouts, screams and definitely hurting moments. And I've tried to make myself numb. But this time I lost to myself once again.
She just wont let go of me and she loves to see me in torment and it's really hurtful to both her and me. I think she's simply what IMH had always explained to us. They are in need of medium to reveal their emotions.
And I understand she's does it in a different manner.
God!
I screamed and teared. Ms 'S' understands and empathizes, but noone can help me out now.
I seem to visualise myself in this dark corner of the room and insecure.
When will light shine on me?
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 11:42 AM
I'm feeling emotional...
I miss my happy pill..
Where have you been?!?!
In need of loving and hugs~
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 11:23 PM
I LOVE GATHERINGS...
Met up with Jayne n Wayne for dinner and dessert last night.
I love hanging out with the peeps.. But work lately is making me finding it hard to what I love to do and use to do.
I miss those day where I change into my bedding suit and jump into the pool under that sorching sun and make those lazy muscles work..
But what do lately is to sit on that small corner which cant even give any allowance to swirl that chair around. And my butt is getting bigger because of that glued onto your butt chair.
I miss hitting the gym and out jogging... Now I barely run for 5 minutes and I'm already lying flat on the ground.
Bring me back my life...
ARGH~ I'm evolving into TPL!!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 10:21 AM
Post Dive Trip Entry
It was a fun weekend with the besties and also people whom I got to know for the first time. Everytime when I go on a dive trip, I get the chance to know more people and their lives.
It's kinda cool.
And every trip, I need at least one person to allow me to bicker with. And I guess this trip, I had 2. Jordan's definitely there to look over for me and make noise around me. UGH! The noisy man. HAHA.. Then I had think "Half ANG MO" where Jaime and I spent those free time disturbing him. Kinda cool huh. But he's violent, he gave me 2 big bruises which now looks ubberly green and I'm starting to look like the HULK.. What the hell!
Trip was fine, just that looking out from the back for all divers are stressful and I tend to drift away to snapping those cute fishes and before I know it I might be so far away. Opps~
Now I'm back here, it's sucks to be in what I'm doing.. I wish to get the hell outta it, but it's not a realistic thing to do. DAMMIT! Someone save me please.
Oh~ I just simply miss the weekend and bickering with people...
