I'm finally leaving for 3 days... 

Not exactly looking forward to it. But I gotta say that it's definitely better than staying here. I'm desperate for a little getaway...

Till then... Love to all my darlings and family. And hope everyone will have a happy and healthy life.

HAPPY NUI NUI YEAR!!!!

Muackies!!

Heard this song on my way home on Terence's car. Find the lyrics very meaningful. 

Part of this song seems to be singing my life now. Sigh!

Sometimes I feel very useless, not being able to adapt to this working society. But it's really teaching and telling me that it's not easy to earn each and every bit of the salary. My patience are taken into challenge and it's totally an anger management system that I'm going thru'. And I'm afraid I'm not being to handle it well from here. Gosh! 

My old lady tell me to stop when I really take it. But I cant stop my financial flow. Everyone's telling me how bad the market is and I totally agree with them. But I'm finding this "crying myself to sleep" habit a little unhealthy and I wish to source for something less torturing. I need to get myself a little more life. And be able to learn more to life.

I've become really dependent on my old lady and the skinny monkey so much that I cant seen to let go either of them. I miss the very independent me. Trying to find the inner me. I wish they can give me more time and not pushing me to the limit. 

LEAVING ALL THESE BEHIND FOR THE NEXT 5 DAYS....

Attended the CRM Briefing with Shuyu @ PA HQ yst.. And we went down to bugis for a little walk. So I dialled Kaz's number to disturb her. But only to find out that she's having her "PRIVATE" meetup with Kenny. 

HOW CAN?!?!?!

Must spoil their plan. So I tagged along and be a noisy bitch that ended up bitching the whole night. WAHAHA.

Have done another project which is why I'm so relieve and catching back my breathe. That irritating bug is making me suffer from heart attacks and shocks...

I think within the next 3 mths I'll probably get diagnosed with HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. And my fragile heart is not doing very good with what she's making me go thru'....

Trying hard to live the kind of life I had in the past. And work had made me forgo alot of what I always took granted of. SIGH! 

Life sux!

Anywayz, looking forward to the little escapade this weekend with the monkey and my darlings. :) I just pray that this week will move on smoothly. No more nonsense from irritating bug. 

Hope everyone's getting their home cleaned and furnished their wardrobe with new clothes. Althou I know I've yet to get all this stuffs done. HEE! I just wanna get OUTTA TOWN....

Hee... I know it's not far from today. I'll just continue to countdown till saturday...

I'm suffocating @ werk and finding it kinda hard to even breathe with the hectic schedule that I've to go through and now squeezing in a new event which only allows me 10 days to get everything done and getting enough people down so that I can record it down in my system. UGH! 

I'm try very hard now. So dun push me too hard.

But I believe everything will go smoothly on that day.

Looking forward to the 23rd January when I can get outta Singapore for a little getaway with the Monkey and the blissful couple (Terence & Keline)....

So looking forward... Dun mind me for being so exaggerated!! But I'm finding hard to find time for myself. But I'm gonna enjoy my self for the 6 days off work on the CNY season. 

WHEE~~~

Skinny Monkey is really busy lately too... He's been working 15 hours a day so he can finish his work before we leave for Genting. Poor boy! He really need a break to breathe. BABY, LOVE YA! It's will all be an end real soon. Loads of HUGGIES for my MAN.... 

Till then, we'll still need to hang on~

Ugh! 

Simply getting ready for 

Are you???

But I always have the love ones around me to calm and listen to me. Thank GOD!!

Been really busy with events over the past weekend...

Had Edusave Merit Bursary @ Haig Girls' School on Saturday

and

JC Annual Workplan @ Paramount Hotel on Sunday.

Luckily had my day-off today. Phew~ A day to take a breather.. Been sleeping alot today and now I finally got my energy stored for tmr. Heading ahead is staff meeting in the afternoon.. Gotta get me minutes of meeting ready for the group.

Anywayz, been busy uploading photos in facebook and Miss NEL Lim is getting all irritated by how vain I am... Wahahahaha~

Looking forward to Genting with Keline, Teng and King on the 24th Jan.. WHEE!!!!

But till then, gotta work hard for the upcoming projects.

Finally got my 1st big event for the year 2009 DONE!!! Friggin happy about the outcome since everything went smoothly, except the flowers which I rented which had not been collected today. GOSH! Mr L says that by monday those pretty things will withered by then....

I feel very sorry about it....

But I guess overall the event was okay since the feedback I got aint that bad. 

PHEW!! One more to go tmr. SHUCKS!!! 730am @ Paramount Hotel. Please KILL me.. I need to breathe.