Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 9:52 AM
Gosh!! It's the LAST DAY...
Have you finish what you're suppose to do for the year 2008??
I'm now preparing my resolution for the upcoming year.. Lemme see
- Be a nicer girl
- Being able to change a new environment
- Earn big bucks
- More Surprises in life
- Widen up my social network
- Healthier life
- Baby to cut down on cigs *Just praying and putting it in to make my resolution longer*
- Slimmer me *Althou I'm not working that hard towards it*
- Oh god! What is 9?? Let's skip this
- Get to go outta singapore more often
- Learn Surfing
- Try Bungee
- Try Sky-Diving
- Bring the old lady @ home to Taiwan
- Wishes the Folks to be healthy
- I can shake legs yet have $$ to spend *Day dreaming*
- Am I asking too much????
- OKIE LAST ONE... BE A BETTER ME!
Thank you for all the loving shower onto me throughout the year. It definitely wasn't a easy year. Since I fought so hard since February till June for the blardie exams!! And the poor boy always coming down to send me home. It's been hard for you too. And the old lady who worked so hard and frying so many chickens so to financially support me through these 3 years.
Appreciate it loads~!!!
Thank you for loving me. And I definitely love you all too.
Hugs and Smooches....
Signing off on the last day of 2008,
(QUEENIE LURVE)
As we welcome the YEAR 2009.....
Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 2:52 AM
Being appreciative during the festive season.....
It's the buddy loving...
With their pressie..
I'm the reindeer that loves drinking..
the boys
the group of insane people...
The girls...
Merry X'mas to all...
HUGS!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 5:14 PM
I know I've always been a bitch @ home. And that I've caused many unhappiness.
Last night, I had my unreasonable moment which really hit me badly. I screamed @ the brother and was tearing through the night before turning in. I felt pain in me...
This afternoon on the cab, mum told me that the brother cried and it hurt me badly. But being the defensive self. I talked back to support myself for being unreasonable. I made it known that I cried too. But not realising how my actions had caused pain to the people around me...
I finally made up my mind to text my brother and say "sorry". While waiting for the reply, I was fearful what happened yesterday would cause to our relationship. It hurt! All I wish was a, "It's okay" text....
But what I got was....
" No worries sam! Merry X'mas Eve! Your brother love u! Got u present on your bed, but nvr wrap lah. hope you like it. :)"
Gosh! This is worse... Hit me more badly that I've been such an ass to him.
We often taking things and people around us for granted.
Each time I look @ that text, I really feel like tearing... It's painful to see how i treat others and how they treat me back.
All I wanna say is....
Thank you for loving me...
Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 8:43 AM
It's been a week and lots happen as usual @ work and definitely during personal time....
All I can say is,
I'm so darn busy that I only feel like sleeping during my free time. And I tried my 1 meal a day yesterday. And it's torturous!!! What my job had got me into?!?
And I screamed @ that irritating prick in my ass yesterday. She just push me to the limit and I have to let it go. HA! You deserve it. *Bleah*
Met the Girl and her man for movie . Haha! And it sucked! Kinda meaningless movie, but left all of us laughing. Because we were being sarcastic towards the Girl's friend who commented that it's a good show. Then down to Hang Out @ Mt Emily, where the skinny monkey ended up losing his phonie. And all of us were like, WHAT THE FUCK!! Because the person who picked up the phone, texted me telling me to becareful of my man, because he's not faithful to me and told me he would send me some sleazy text from his phone. Erm.. Which ended up to be Keline... Tell me how dumb~
Anyway, it's a sign to change phone and time to move on.
Sunday, December 07, 2008 @ 10:13 AM
After all the party, camp and anni....
I'm back to square 1 and stuck in office once again.
I'm not complaining about the work load or what-so-ever. But I'm just getting tired of shift work. It's kinda driving me a little crazy. My body doesn't seems adapt well thou.
UGH!!
Thinking of transfer, yet it seems impossible. Think I should just bear with it and see how things go.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008 @ 10:58 PM
Yeah~!!!!!
Looking forward to our 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOMORROW!!!!!
Okie... I know I look like *mang-ga-li*.... Just bear with me...
It seems like I've neglected this little of mine.
So I'm back for a little updates of these few weeks of disappearance. Was away for my Induction Programme by the PA. And seriously and amazingly, I lived without television and internet connection for 2 weeks. HAHA!
Was busying with my stay in camp and listening to briefings after briefings.. Everyone's bored and yearn to leave the place badly.
In the initial stage, I was struggling on how miserable life can be in the camp and was reluctant to do anything there. Luckily, I've 2 bitches in my room who kept me company and gossip whenever we got bored. *smug* One of those 2 people in camp who kept me going. *Are you girls touched??*
Anywayz, lotsa stuffs happened during camp, but I'm just lazy to mention them out. Pardon my laziness. I'm trying hard to find time for myself now. UGH!
Now back to office, lotsa stuffs to clear. Yet another busy day for me. When will all these end~ I needa break of these piles of stuffs. Someone help me!!!!!!!
Simply desperate!
