Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 1:33 PM
What will you do if you find out that your spouse is having an affair behind your back?
It's really sad to know what's happening and all you can do is to bear with everything. I feel sorry for what she's now going through and how the other party is enjoying having both sides of enjoyment.
When your spouse cherish the affair more than your marriage. It's the worse thing that could have happen. Adding on when you have all the burden to be carried on your back and stuck at the spot where you can do nothing. Having to bear all the consequences if you take a wrong step.
It's a shame that the outsiders can only view and keep hands to themselves.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 5:18 PM
It's my DAY OFF again~*
Dammit! Was a wasted trip to working this afternoon. Reached there with a bad cramp and I'm not able to function at all. Type an email with so much pain and it took me 20 minutes to typed a 5 sentence mail.
UGH! It's torturous~
Was expecting to take an half day off where the S.Monkey will be able to pick me up when he ends work. Who knows~ I have to pay a cab to send me home cause I can't wait till then. Luckily the boss was nice enough to let me off. And the very nice colleagues which were present whom encourage me to go back then to swirl into a ball in the little corner of the desk.
Almost scare the cab-uncle who sent me back. Cause he asked for a preferred route back home, but I'm all too weak to even reply. So I just said,"I'm really unwell, please pick the fastest route back." And within seconds, I fell into deep sleep. He must be wondering if I was okie, or rather am I going to die in his cab.
*HAHAHAHA*
I think the bottle of Heineken @ BORA BORA was to blame. No more beer on the Female most troublesome 7 days... Blardie hell.
The boss and people were giving tip awhile back when I was in office, how to prevent cramps. Coolness~ But of all things, none of them seems to be what I'll be doing, not because I dun seek advice. But rather I'm too lazy to be doing all those. HAHAHAHA~~
My man.. Please ask me what are them and help me prepare.. I'm the sassy girlfriend who likes to bully my Skinny-Boney-MONKEY!!!
Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 11:15 PM
BASKING UNDER THE SUN!
Met the newly weds for a good ol' "Ketchup"..
Had the famous LOR MEE from Tiong Baruh Market which the fore-plan was to have Bak Kut Teh at Rangoon Road. But I guess everyone need a rest on public holiday, so we missed them and had our alternative choice.
Then made our way down to sentosa for a nice day at the beach.
That's me while taking a break from the sun for some COLD BEER.
That's my baby who's most prolly looking out to some HOT CHICK.
Terence who's busy scratching his ass... Opps~ I mean digging for his wallet.
And Ms Busy, aka Ms Keline, who's always busy on the phone.
Me looking all bohemian and Kel looking all sporty.
Smile for the camera!!!
I love my SKINNY MONKEY... Believe me... They save lives when time comes. She love life guards with abs like those in the picture.
Smooches to this fit HUNK!
After tanning and getting myself all cooked, we went VivoCity for a little walk and down to alexandra for some barbeque seafood and cooling sugarcane. Yummie! Been having lotsa goodies since morning starts.
Went down to AnchorPoint with darling, Keline was suppose to join us, but because the carpark was packed and she was tired after a draining day at the beach, they left first. Baby told me that there's a shop there that sells the game Blokus which I played at settlers and wanted to own one myself. Was so excited that I finally find it. Been hunting at toy'r'us and other board games shop, but to no veil.....
Anyhow, I got it finally.... I'm really a HAPPY GIRL now.
You can now play it online from (http://www.blokus.com/online-game/)
Brought it to cove immediately after I got it. And made the gang play with me. *wink wink* I think this game would be a much more worth game than the previous one *twister* I bought. Since it's more of a strategy game and make one think. :)
I need more of these games to keep me occupied when the Skinny Monkey is away this weekend. Sigh! When he's gone for the past 10 days, I was really bored and missed him around loads. Because it seem like my daily life aint moving smoothly cause it's really a big part of the life now.
- Picking me up when I really tired after a afternoon work shift.
- Buying me dinner even though he's tired.
- Allowing me to eat after work even though worried that I might be getting heavier, or rather definitely getting heavier.
I thank him for everything that he had done. Love you, my skinny cheeky monkey!
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 9:57 PM
Back to the cozy lil corner where my mind starts to run wild about
LOVE, LIFE, SEX, FUTURE and WHAT MIGHT COMES NEXT......
It's been a month and a day since I stepped into the society. I wouldn't say I've seen a lot since what I could see is almost the same and people stepping into the office since to be the familiar faces I see as days passed.
Stress builds in and things seems double heavier as days passed. I tend to take things a lil too seriously. And waking up in the midst of the night worrying of what might happen next and what can be done to resolve the problem. It's could be related to the smallest thing, like having a unsent mail and I'm all uptight of what the chairman will react to the inefficiency of my work attitude.
Even giving the man his wake-up call, I ended up telling him how depressed I felt and how early I got up and not being able to get back to sleep. This is really bad.
He's my pillar. Who's there to listen to me. Sometime it hits me whether he's the one I'm looking for. But I always tell myself why look so far when the present is making my mind run mad. I considered myself fortunate for what he have gave me and the patience. He's my peace in mind and someone who bring laughter and joy. I love him.Thank you for loving me.
For now.....
I just wish I'll be able to hold on longer to see a brighter light which will lead me to a better place and future.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 8:07 PM
Been a busy day @ work….
Had Silat Graduation Day which attracted lotsa people down and definitely the free session from the Massage Club. Sigh~ I missed that since everyone in office is busy running up and down.
I tried my first attempt handling counter customers on my own. Satisfaction fills me since I can finally close a payment. *grins*
Counting down to hugging SKINNY MONKEY… I’m left with just a day… WHOOPEE!!!! Misses the bones and craps. And also someone for me to whine to...
Praying that 10 would come by real soon and I can go home and rest… OH WELL….
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 10:33 AM
Snippets to my "deadly" Life
I'm dying of boredom from yesterday as still now. And all I can say technology aint very up-to-date. It seems like I'm still using the old version of blogger.com and I can't seem to change any of the font and size. See how deadly life can be.
I'm going through some stuffs which I need to attend for a seminar. And worried if I should start calling people down to sign cheques, update about events. Dammit!!! Will wait til later..
It's the 8th w/o the Skinny Monkey and I'm really slowly growing to a Fatty Gorilla. Met Jayne and Wayne for dinner or rather supper after work yesterday, simply FATTENING! Hmmm.... Okie! I know I'm slow but I just realise the similarity in the name of the couple. *SMILE*
Tonight is another round of sinful munchies. Meeting the woman of my life in the evening to attend some neighbour's wedding. YUMMIE! Hopefully it's up to standard and not some "ZHI CHA" stuffs. *grinz*
Til then with more boring stuffs to jote. And monday when my Skinny Monkey comes back. There'll be more to come and prolly more colors to life. :)
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 9:08 PM
To have this belonging @ work... But I just wish I was home while @ work. I rilly miss being a bummer, yet I cannot afford not to have monies in my pocket.
Work lately.....
Society is realistic, even though you can be click super well with anyone and they tell you almost everything under the sun. BUT BEWARE, there's always time when there's darkness and night. GOSH! I was led to this trick. Sigh! It's easy to say "It's okie lah" and all you know is to tell everything since you thought it's fine. But right when u said something they are not please to hear, you are so FU*KING DEAD! Total unexpected reactions. And I mean it.
Not that they know I'm getting something higher than them, I'm going to work double the amount of work, even when I've so much on hand. Someone spare my life.
I'm simply naive.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 4:53 PM
To de Man:
Music was by this little girl who compete in the british talent show. And she sound rilly sweet...
Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 9:03 PM
Yet another
idiotic day @ work.
Someone tell me why humans have to work? ERGH! Understand, we need money to survive. But I'm so angry now, cause my job scope is simply allowing people to step on top of me and insult me to the maximum.
Finding hard to stay on and I've become a person who can't speak up for myself anymore. I need to getaway for awhile to feel normal again.
I miss the Skinny Bamboo, who's there for me to lean on.
Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 2:09 PM
Skinny Monkey Off to
PHUKET..
I think his plane would have touched down by now. My baby's is out of SINGAPORE for A WEEK.. UGH!!!! Gonna miss him real much. Didn't expect to hit me that hard til that minute when we hugged at the departure hall before he head to his flight.. Oh Gosh! Our eyes filled with tears, but we try not to cry in front of each other. ERM... I know it's very nonsensical since it's only a week. But still.. it's hard to control... I'm gonna miss him real bad.
Was reading the letter he wrote to me.. And suddenly I teared. TAMADE... Write a letter that made me teared in the bus. No more "mei nu" le lah...
Pictures before he left for his OWSI...
ALL THE BEST MY DARLING..
Missing YA, HUGGIES!!!
Sunday, October 05, 2008 @ 7:17 PM
Blissful Couple
Attended (Copper and Dennis)'s wedding lunch yesterday @ peony jade. Same place where Princess K held her solemisation. And Yvonne's in November and Evyon's is in December. So many wedding coming up and that's not all. Apple's giving birth in November. Gosh!
Start to wonder and feel old. People around me are getting married and even having kids. But I'm still here. Stuck with work or rather just started with my first career, ever since I graduated.
I'm not exactly jealous or what. But rather starting to really think what I want in life. Where should I move towards, be it in career or personal. Tough choice!
And what can we say, it's just life..
Wednesday, October 01, 2008 @ 3:04 AM
HATE THAT
BITCH...
She simply made my day...
Called me up super early in the morning, when I'm still in my cosy corner.. Woke me up from bed, trying to find fault in me.
I dragged myself outta bed. Got all ready and put on my makeup to enjoy the day off from work. Was out having lunch with the woman-of-my-life and my aunty. Which then I received a call from work. My superior telling me that she's unhappy with my attitude.
DAMMIT.!!!! And she sound all so nice before she hung up in the morning. Now that she went to my superior with another story. What's her INTENTION?!?!?! Trying to get me out of the game??? I teared, feeling all upset about this industry and was half-a-step on the thought of leaving this place. But after second thought, I would like to meet this old hag and see what's the power she got. Which didn't make her tell me off straight thru' phone and havta go all the way to my superior to question me about the whole situation.
I guess after all, she din have the power to get me outta this field... SIGH!!
The reality of society is making me feel so disgusted and viewing it on the ugly side.
So what's ur next plan?!
