Jovelle asked me to read this blog. And it's definitely going to make me cry. 

Which I always don't believe when people tell me so. But I really teared.

It's about the incident that happen in the army that took a guy's life and now his girlfriend is left alone to face the loss. It's hurting and heartache to read what she jote down.

Which reminds me how much I wanna die at the age of 35. HAHA! My mum's always scolding me crazy. But when she really sit down and talk to me and telling me how much that's going to leave her if I'm really gone. And how much my stud always say that he wants me to be living rather than dying at 35. 

I guess the scary part is not dying, but how hurt the people who loved you are going to cope after you're gone. 

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