During this insane period, all I was concern about was whether I'll end up in a metal institution or in a graduation ceremony the next year. Was tough. Both of me and the people around me. Especially my boy whom was lost and helpless when hearing me weeped over the phone and he will come down bringing me encouragement. Really thankful for that. And also the woman of my life, who was so afraid that I'll go mad during the exams season and encouragement I got from her. As for the brother, thanks for making me have such a memorable incident of making a KFC delivery in my midst of breakdown. Wouldn't that be nice. And also that idiotic guy from KFC phone service who took my order which lasted the call for like good 15 minutes. Ask me why?!? I can just say, he repeated my order 5 times, my phone number thrice and my address 4 or 5 times. MADNESS!!!!

And definitely the company I had during the mugging days in school. Made new friends. Dewi, Jack and etc. Kay.. All these company just made mugging a little less stressful when the madness sets in. 

The amount of caffeine consumed during this period was ... "OOOHHhhhhh" You wouldn't wanna know. And the amount of sleep I had was pathetic. And now my body clock had switched and I'm craving for sleep everyday, but not being able to get a good one. Sigh! Negative side of exams. 

But it's also this period which lemme know that there're lotsa people concerning about me. So so grateful...

Now since all the busy and hectic life is over. It's sit back and relax time.

But why do I feel all useless now. Dammit!!! My everyday seem meaningless. I've yet to do anything which I think had made myself useful. Oh no!!! I feel damn lost now. I bet I'm not the only one, since I got a text from Alex the next day after his last paper, telling me that he's not been doing anything for the day and feels outta place.

I guess while we were having that hard time, all we crave for was a good day to sit back and do nothing. But now that we're able to do that without worrying about the exams. We feel weird. Gosh! Life is such a dilemma. 

I'm simply looking forward to my trip next weekend. So I'm going to rot my life away for another week. *smug* 

Promised myself to do a run everyday. But the plan had not start. So when am I going to be real disciplined and start running. Prolly tomorrow?!?! The flu bug's been allowing the evil me to give excuses to sitting home and do nothing. But the fats around my waist is calling out for help and the pinching of fats from the boy is irritating me. *ha!* It's time to workout. 

BUT!!! I'll leave it til tomorrow morning. *wink*

*hiak hiak*

Brain dead again. I need to get it charge to revive the cheer-rie me...