We were as one babe For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart babe Our love will never die no....
You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I aint gonna cry no And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave girl I will not stand in your way But inevitably you'll be back again 'Cause you know in your heart babe Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl When your days and your nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be back baby Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're never gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my, my baby
I'm stuck with all my notes and now I'm thinking of fun... I'm so sorry I couldn't meetup with my best buddy for his favourite sashimi buffet. Please don't be angry with me. I'm freaking out while hugging onto my notes. Now I know this is so torturing after a year *estimated* of relaxation. It's the final leap that I've to strive thru'. Mugging at least 7 hours seem insufficient now.
I'm missing Mimee, the boy and the buddies.
But I know even if they're there to accompany me, I wont be able to be in their company either. How shitty can exams life be?!?!?! Max and I are taking turns to study at the dining area. How cool huh?!?! How long will this kinda life end?!
Studying with the mates. When all of us were on the verge of getting insane and tire ourselves out. Came these 2 ladies giving out Red-Bull!! Coolness huh~* Energy boost at the right time!?!? Yummy.. But now, I really feel tired...
Met up with the boy and crew for dinner. Got the chance to meet up with one of their friends from UK too. It's been my pleasure to speak to them too. Get to know much of what they are doing. And how they lead their own lives now. It's really cool to know that they are living in Sabah now and building up their new diving centre.
But still there are pros and cons to shifting to a new environment after staying here for 2 and a half years. The wife been telling me that she missed the life here. I guess it takes time to adapt to an area. But for them it tend to be slightly easier since they moved out and stay alone at 18. What am I doing? Stuck with the folks til now. I consider this a blessing too. Cause she's someone I cannot live without.
Gosh!! I'm having a real mental block now. I need to rest...
1) Our boost.. Alex had 2. He's a freak!! Damn. He's gonna stay up tonight. I guess the sugar's making me drowsy now..
2) Damn hell! I spend most of my time there. Shucks! I hardly see the woman of my life because of this exams. Ron says to get it done once and for all and put it at he back of my head. I wish I could do that too. I'm praying praying!! Wish me luck!!
Used to hear this at the club like donkey years ago. And was one of my fav. This afternoon, after hearing the acoustic version, reminds me so much of the past. Bring me back to those days.. Sigh..
It's affecting my daily life.. And I'm holding strong not to collapse and physco myself that all these are going to end soon. When will it end then?! Took a day off from those heavy books and tons of heavy notes.
Met the boy to slack. But my mind's running thru all the information I studied a week ago. I tried to keep calm and tell myself to relax a little. But it's not working. I hate this.
Went down to Suntec for ADEX fair yesterday. Saw so many diving centres and now i'm so tempted to book myself a slot and send myself out for a weekend trip. SHUCKS!! Why am I hogging onto all these stupid books and drowning myself. I feel so drunk in books now. And I'm fearing each time I stop reading them.
I'm living life in fear... Someone save me.. Help me to stop forgetting what I've learnt...
On the verge of breaking down again. I need some loving...
Retail therapy... Bought a top and my dry bag. I should be happy, BUT... not exactly. cause now I'm more tempted to go on dive trip. HAHAHAHA!! Stupid me!
It's so difficult to find time for myself lately. I've left all the pampering out. And I miss all the quality time with the love ones. I miss chatting with the women of my life, esp the one I love most!! I miss doing all the sports I love. I miss all the coffee breaks.
Now my life is just with the books.. and MORE BOOKS!!! How scary can that be? I guess everyone going thru this are thinking the same. Sigh~!!!
My mama hardly sees me home now. And each day we spend less then an hour talking. I've find myself a tenant staying in this unit. Aint it sad?
And bloody hell. It's raining outside now. I'm so tempted to sleep in and cuddle under the blanket. BUT.... My mind's already running and filled with tons of formulas and theoretical terms. A sign telling me to start studying.. I'm living in such a lifeless life. Tell me what's this... I'm whining and I know that. Dammit!!!
It always happens during the exams season. So bear with me.. I get a little emotional during these times too.
But now my job is to... BUG someone!! And drag them down to school with me to study...
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 11:17 PM
Missed the snappings..
It's been long since we snapped.
The uncle at the crocs shop is really sweet. He gave me a stud for my poor pumps.. Haven't really worn them since the stud spoilt. But now.. I'm loving that shoe again. Thank you uncle for that free croc stud... HEE!!!
Been really busy with school lately. Especially this week. Shucks!! Been having morning last for the week and it's driving me nuts. Esp my body clock...
Met the crew yesterday for some relaxation after the class and some revision. Caught the show "street kings" by Keanu Reeves.
Personally think it's a very good show. Makes you think thru'out the show, who's the good and who's the bad. Really cool one. In for some "non-nonsensical" movie. Try this.
Oh gosh!! Been a few days since I blogged. Wondering why?!? The stud and I had food poisoning and both of us were too weak for anything. Shucks!!!
I've not been in such situation for a long time. Lemme see, prolly a year ago. All thanks to the food at Alexandra Village. "Ta-Ma-De" Unhygienic food is really no good to play with, and I've learn my lesson after getting burnt on the fingers. Highly recommended food might not always satisfy your tummy. So if you know that the hawker is unhygienic, think twice or thrice before you dine.
Hope this will not occur anytime soon...
Throwing up and running to the washroom is not good to play with...
The "Hulk" (my face is as green as his) signing off
Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on in Take time to realize That I am on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize What I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now
Take time to realize Oh oh, I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you Take time to realize This all could pass you by Didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize What I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, but
It's not the same No it's never the same If you don't feel it too If you meet me half way If you would meet me half way It could be the same for you
If you just realize What I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder
Just realize What I just realized If you just realize What I just realized Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Missed out on each other now Missed out on each other now-ow-ow-ow
I just got to know my examination timetable. And this year is HELL!!!! Everything's is cramped into just 2 weeks... I'm so dead this time.. Mathematic Economics still left untouched.. And so many things to revise...
I'm simply running out of time!!!!!!!
Oh god.. Help! This is not what we expected the schedule to be... I think these at all the signs that tells me that I've been a really bad girl for not mugging hard enough. Shucks...
And this was what we went through during last year's examination... Oh god.. I really need enlightenment....
Time for some MISSING IN ACTION... No more playing a fool.. GET SERIOUS NOW...
I'm gonna miss the meetup(s) with the dear ones...
This is awkard. I'm suppose to introduce myself here. But I guess if you are able to read this page,
you are 80% a very close pal of mine. Which also means whatever I've typed here is just bullsh*t.
Aint I right? Just continue reading my random-ness then.
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