10 years ago, when these 4 young ladies got together and name themselves, JAES.
J being Jayne.
A being Apple.
E being Eyvon
And lastly
S being me *Samantha*
We were the ignorant teenagers who don't even know what we want in lives. And all we do is to shop, eat, sleep, play truants and whatever you can imagine what a normal teen does.
10 years later, which is now... Gosh~* 2 of them are getting married this year. Shocking news~ And all I can say is, I FEEL OLD.. VERY OLD... It has never occur me that the people around me are getting married so so soon. All I can forsee is that, people getting hitched and outta love. And what we could imagine during the teens are not so much similar to now.
We used to plan that who will be our bridesmaids during the big day. But things seems to be
slightly different since we seemed to be the last to know about their big day. And feel so much out of their big day.
After receiving a message from one of the girls. The other called immediately from oversea. But it wasn't much of delight. Rather upsetting. Since the other party was in a depressing mood. I felt sorry for bring in such situation. But life's about the choices we choose. We might not be the on the track where those normal ppl lives. But as long we live our everyday happily, who cares. So my dear darling, don't worry. We'll be back to where we're suppose to be when the time comes.
I'm still in search of excitement in life. Why tie me down?? So many things to do, yet so little time. Keep time still when I do my things and still stay young....
Damn... And I was thinking that getting married at the age of 27 was normal. Now they make me feel that the age is OLD... DAMMIT!
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