Wouldn't it be perfect if humans are powered by petrol. Then we wont have to bother what to eat over each meal. I wish I am either battery automated or petrol automated.
Am I outta my mind or are there so limited food to choose from???
Picture extracted from: The Straits Time
Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz' it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into...
This is all absurd. The Empress is obviously arguing with me for no good reasons. And since she's been unhappy with her kid, which is me, lately. She just vent it out on some stupid nonsense issue. It's just left me stab and bleeding now.
DAMMIT.
Dead, yet you're not aware of how you died. Shucks! And the most amazing thing, she walked into the room and suspect me of sm*king in there. Should I tell her that I'm so busy clearing all those shit in my system. Prolly it's just that crap smell. Wassup with this auntie!?!?!
Thou shall refrain from speaking to her. She's getting all paranoid now.
Ergh! The Teh Tarik must be poisoned. Both King and Queen had been running to washroom. And I've yet to enjoy a proper meal yet. DAMMIT!! I'm so going to condemn that stall.
I thinking of good food. Yet the thought of going to clear those crap just making food unappetizing.
Send some love to the Queen.. It's greatly appreciated.. Frog see this?!?!?!?! It's telling you not to complain in my bloggie.
Juv sent us some love this afternoon. Don't ask me which is chip and which is dale. I don't have any freaking idea about that. Anyway, hugs to Juv! Thanks babe
Have you ever reflect on the things you achieved in life? And how others judge your acheivements? If you tell me, you've never ever think about that, I can seriously say that you said no just to make yourself feel better.
Cause I believe no matter how confident a person you're. There's a part of you wanting to get that sense of belonging and the recognition from others. SO... Here comes the judging part.
I've used to be the introvert and submissive "good-for-nothing". I'm glad I've a friend who pulled me out of that stinky-shitty hole. I've been buried under there for too long. And now I'm happy to say I'm a better person..
But not so much of perfect yet...
Cause I've yet to do what I want in life. But I know I might not be able to fulfil what I want in this life. So I'm praying real hard that my life will end by the age of 35. Prolly the folks will be outta this universe, which is also a sign of me leaving. HAHAHAH! Okay~ This is all crap until I really commit suicide at my 35th birthday, which is so not going to happen.
Which also means I've to live my life the way I want from now on. Sigh! But I've yet to really live the exact lifestyle I want. If you're wondering what I wanna do. I'm just too crazy over art. I'm not a very good artist myself. But I just love how people express themselves in art. Example: They way they vent their anger, by splashing paint all over. Other may think he/she is insane. But you wont be able to feel how he/she is enjoying it. You wont even need to open your mouth and the next thing you know, you're feeling so much better.
Example 2: Get yourself stuck in a art gallery for hours. Staring at the same picture for a good half hour, you might be able to get so much of what the artist is expressing. But you might be the insane person is some minds. So which side do you belong to?
Some of us are just those who love our passion, yet not being supported. It's easy to talk. But when you need them to show you the support. They often turn their back on you. So much of support which they often mention about. I'm definitely one of the "victim", or else I wouldn't be typing this long piece of shit out.
I've wanted to do this since 6 years ago. But what have I become.. Lemme see. Erm.. A "electronics engineer - cum - Maths n Econs" freak.. This is just not me. Althou my couz said I'm not the artsy field person, but he had nvr see me in what I'm doing now. Esp the maths thing. HAHA!! Kay~ I love maths. But this is my own choice outta the whole list of UOL courses. So I'm suppose to stuck my fat ass there and finish it.
I'm not exactly unhappy with what I'm doing now. The folks had been really working hard to meet days and to support the brats. I'm thankful, but this is really not me. I told the Empress, she also the servant, since she do most of the chores. Anyway, before I drift, she was stunned when I asked if she would support me in a photography course after this degree.
Whao! Her expression is priceless. Which also means, I'm suppose to make whatever I got useful from then on. See where my life is leading to... Crap life! Hmm.. I know I wont be falling with this blardie lousy results, but I'll prolly be doing something which I'm so so not into.
Even the interview course speaker said so, give that he knew me for like 2 hours?!?!?!? Amazing huh?? I find so too.
I guess we just wanna lead the kinda of life we love. But there's always obstructions that stops us from moving towards what we want. But only the stronger ones will eventually move to their destination. For me, I'm just living by each day. Waiting for someone to take this all way from me, then prolly I can start to find a good family and reincarnate? Ha! I'm just full of shit.
And yeah, the Man of the family is my only BOULDER which I really need to climb over now. I'm really unfilial to say this, but with him in my life for one day, I'll never be able to do the things I want. Shucks!!! Althou I'm outta the hole, but something I just feel like my ass is still stuck there, cause I'm doing things in fear. BLARDIE HELL!!!!
Someone please just set me free.. Once I'm free, I'll come set the others free as well.. HAHHAHA!!!
Make this last semester a better one and let me thru' once and for all. Which will then give me a little little chance to move to my passion. WHOOOooOooOooOo~
My entry is kinda evil. Which is why I like the blog to be private. Hur Hur!!!
Came back from a show, The Tattooist. First impression when I heard the title of it. Toto-lly corny. But was attracted by those art in the movie. It's not hard to imagine why people would want to have tattoo on them for the rest of their lives. Religion, beliefs, art or etc.
It hits me at times that I want one too, but I know it's on impluse. So I'm leaving it til I really know what I want, then prolly we'll go ahead with one really meaningful one. But now, I'm still searching for the target in life.
Back to the show. Hmmm... Nothing interesting about the storyline. All I can say it's crappy. But the art is AWESOME, dude!! I really love art! But I'm nowhere near one. Which is real f*rk up!! But what to do. Back to reality, we gotta do what we need to..
And to the 2 RASCALS... THE PRANK AINT COOL LAH!! HAHAHA~ I felt like I was just caught red handed on "Gotcha" or "Laugh for Gags". SHUCKS! I'll find my revenge soon. Better watch out!
Keline's been trying to shut me up lately. 'Cos she says I'm too too lame..
But.. She's more scary. I toto-lly shut the hell up today. Cause She combined power with Juv. Gosh! Together, they are able to kill sia!! I'm like stun lah. She left me speechless with all her nonsense and lame-ness..
Now Juv's the master of all.. She defeated all of us. Sad!!!
Someone please help me...
The picture says it all.. Awww! Blardie Keline added the word fake in... ERGH!!! She's EVIL!! More pictures here
Thanks to the artist. I've got this thru MSN. And it's now officially in my phone. Played with it in class this evening and it's getting onto Keline's nerve. Opps. Anyway, it was pointing to someone all the time. I just stop laughing about it. Shall send this to Ha0. So he can use it to point to someone. Er-Hem!!!
"Spot the Dog" Spotted the dog on the wall while mugging with the girls this afternoon. I think it's kinda interesting. So took a photo of it. And it's all in the pose that Juv is mugging away. Poser! Opps.. I made her to do that thou'. *grins* I'm simply EVIL!
Let D = u do read them Given that I do like to flood ur msn screen, where D > 0 we have to Max U(x,y)= is it love, or lust, at first sight? subj to Boy sees girl on train but misses the chance to talk to her. ----- (1) Boy launches a search, finds her and they couple up. ----- (2) but is that love? ----- (3)
According to latest findings, the 1st lovers' gaze is all abt sex & ego. Romance has very little to with it. All that matters is whether someone displays social cues, direct eye contact or a frenly smile, that indicate they attracted to you.
Article provided from The Straits time. Format by Ha0.
Today's reading is kinda interesting. Never knew you can put daily life into mathematics expression. So cool huh..
I've been so addicted to scribbling onto stick-on sheets and paste them on the mates. HAHA! And I'm getting on their nerves. Opps. Cant be help since the class is ultimately boring and I've insufficient amount of sleep. Which gave me an excuse to so lame shit! Whatever!!!
It's been a bad bad day. Woke up early for class. And had work right after that. This is all so killing. Especially all those long journeys. Almost got me puking on board! Shucks~ Waiting for bus is another sucky part of it. Waiting for the bloody bus to arrive. It's worse than hell. Although I don't know how it feels to be in hell.
I'm getting all so blue today. I feel so bad that I messaged Keline to tell her how sad and lonely I was to be the only person inside box office and whatever I tried to study just wont get into the tiny whiny brain. Oh well~~ I prayed real hard for people to come and collect their tickets and I could go off earlier. But the last one came with her manicure still undone. GOSH! NOT PUNCTUAL LA! Wont they just take better notice of time?!?!?! UGH!!!!
Back at indoor I waited for Slivy to print out the tickets. But it's really taking long. Or prolly it's just me being all tired and time seems to pass by real slowly in my world. The bus rides were like slow coaches. I just cant take it anymore. I've the got the urge to just call someone and scream into their ears lah.
But I didn't. Wouldn't wanna scare people away. I've gotta get hold of myself. WAHAHAHA!!! But I did text King to whine cause I know even if I text the Cassanova J, he's too busy and tired to reply me.. And stop doing the MIA thing. Everyone misses you.. Need I list them out? Thou shall not. Lazy me!
Now back home.. Feel all nice and cosy... Second thots. Damn! Gotta wake up real early tmr to work. Fark these shit!!!!!!!
I'm getting all barbaric~ Alone in the lonely ride home
We were suppose to be hanging out at some french bar with the wine glasses in our hands. While we swirl and taste them. But it din turn out as planned, instead we went to TCC cafe for coffee. I guess all of us weren't interested in the fest afterall.
I was totally drained after slacking at cove thou'. I've to admit that I'm freaking weak and old. People who are older than me, don't get offended. I'm just physically old in concern with staying til super late and doing super extreme sports. Other than these, I guess I'm still doing fine. Especially with my laming skills, which I only show them off when I'm outta town. So pol-kay people, you're the lucky ones.
Anyway, was real nice hanging out, yakking and all. Favourite part: shooting. I love snapping!!! And doing nonsensical stuffs. But I think whatever we did yesterday was still alright. I've yet to find people to do CRAZY and INSANE stuffs with me. And yeah! I'm so going back to diaso to buy that little reindeer's horn to prepare myself for a nonsensical X'mas, provided I've got plans!!
Oh whatever. *keline's going to go nuts after seeing this*
Most of the pictures are not with me now. But it's most prolly on its way, since the King went to friend's place to get them uploaded last night.
After our late dinner, everyone's suppose to go on their own ways. Yeah! So King went off with his very noisy ride. And left the 3 of us there. Sad~ The worse part, tried to get a cab. But none to be seen. I've no friggin idea where they went. But I'm sure they are definitely hiding somewhere. That's what Keline told me this morning. UGH! I waited for half an hour for a bloody darn cab. But ended up with none. Got so irritated that I went karaoke with the duo. King said we were crazy! Oh well~
But we definitely had a very high session. I guess whoever walked pass our room must be thinking where these 3 mutants come from. The songs we sang were friggin friggin old. *smug* All thanks to someone who had been blasting retro last weekend. Now we seem to be living in the Elvis world. Erm.. Okay! We weren't so bad thou'. Started singing the latest hits. But got bored and decided that we need to do something dumb to spice the night up.
So.... N-drew started to search for the real old top40s. And you know what we got? Spice girls and Backstreet Boys. WHOO!!! Favourites during the primary school days. Everyone must be thinking we're crazy. N'drew then picked the song by Aqua. "Wah Lao" I cant remember how to sing it until they started singing. And yeah! He said that song is so for me. Which I'm still wondering why?? Which part of me portrait of "Doctor Jones". And I realise oldies really like to repeat over and over again. I can just kill myself after singing them.
Ended the day at 2. Gosh! Had class this morning, cant be late. Even thou I'm the lousiest Vampire. Cant stay up til late. The aunty needs lotsa rest!!!!
It's the 4th day back and I'm getting all so sick bout what I'm doing. UGH! Texted the King yesterday afternoon on my way to school from work. I've just got the sudden urge to actually migrate outta here and live somewhere else. The desperation was so bad that I even thought of living in Tioman and catch fishes to earn my living. Erm. Which I found out he's worse, he totally sink into blue on the 1st day he stepped back to SG.
Now do you know how bad things are going?
Juggling with all these nonsense in school and now my work. Althou the work aint very stressful. And I need it in order to start all the savings for equip and trips. Everything jus seems to get to me. Is it me or just singapore?
Sigh!
I miss waking up in the dawn and dive my day til dust. Now I'm waking up early to a stack of stressful texts. UGH!
I'm just going to follow my fate and stuffs my head in these stacks of nonsense!
It's totally not my day. I've been so prone to fall and injure myself. I hit my head so hard on the bed-frame that I got a 2 seconds blackout. Se'ry'ously freaked me out. Gosh! And I nearly trip and fall for 3 times. UGH! It's a day to stay home and not get into troubles.
I guess it's rather obvious that my world is now evolving around the thing called "beauty sleep". It's just the sign of aging and I'm feel lethargic all day long. Sigh! Been concussing anywhere, anytime when I can. This is call so bad. And my appetite had really boost after the trip. UGH!!!
I'm so so dead!
K's all going to dig into it!!!!! I'm the one-eyed monster!!!!
I'm back from the beautiful ocean. Prolly not the most beautiful one I've seen yet. But since I only dived there til now. I can only say it's the most beautiful.
Anyway, it's really great to be there. Initially I was still worried about the whole lonely trip mentality. But not til long, when I realized there're 2 girls in the shoes like I'm. COOLNESS. Found buddies.
Was a really good trip, made lotsa friends. Did lotsa nonsense and lived unhealthily. I guess this is so much better then the previous one. Cause I got to see more livings and not just sea cumumber and urchins. *grins* But the water was real killer. Damn choppy and the under current is able to just kill me. Left super sick on my 3rd dive and from then on, all the consequent dive, I felt like a super sick cat. And needed attention from people. BLARDIE HELL!! That's not part of the plan. And I've cause at least a trouble for every dive. This is so so cock lah. Poor Ryan have to save this blur amateur diver. But who cares!! *smug*
Our nonsense started from the 1st night during supper and from then on, it didn't stop. But rather infected those who were quiet on the 1st night. We learnt how to do indian dance from Chris and Ryan taught Carolina and Chris to say "HUAT AH", but Chris ended up saying "WHAT AH".. Gosh! This is damn hilarious. We have nonsense every minute and every second. I've never know I can be that lame. And now everyone's drown with the oldies. All thanks to Ryan and his ipod nano. I feel old now~!
2 days ended really fast and all the nonsense have to stop. Back to Singapore. I miss everything now. Damn. Friggin tired on ferry til I totally knocked out and drool. I hope it didn't drip onto the aunty beside me. So paiseh *embarass*!!! Usually people will wanna sleep on their way back. But Cheryl and I got so hyper that we were yakking away and laughing at almost everything. I think we got really infected badly from the Lamer King. This is so so bad.
And Ryan invented the "Pok-Kay" restaurant. Cheryl's gonna be the operator, Honda the deliveryman, Michelle the trainer, Erica the manager in korea and etc. This is all insanity. Wouldn't be funny now. This is really a INSANE bunch. And I'm so so missing every single one of them now. Sigh! Back to reality. I'm sitting in front of the laptop, typing away while I think about the incidents that happened 3 days ago.
This is all so sad!
So so so so COOOOOOOooooooooOOOOOOOOoooooooooooL!! Recall back about what I've seen and not just about the nonsense. Saw cuttlefish, trigger fish, box fish, hermit crab, turtle, NEMO and how can I forget those mines under water, the urchins and sea cucumber. WHOO!
I'm seriously missing that place now. Someone just bring me back in time~
Will need to wait for photos to be sent to me. WHOO!!
Hmm.... Emphasized the curls so you guys will notice K's nice curls... Anyway, this is an delayed entry. Finally got time to get them uploaded after the trip...
Anyway, Ikea's the favourite place to go. And we had tons of nonsense just by taking everything and anything we can find there. It's become like our second home. And since Kevin gave me voucher for my birthday, might as well make it useful and splurge there. Got myself some nonsensical items which I don't really need in my room. But made it compulsory to make me as if I'm not spending money any-o-how.
Then headed down to Geylang to have froggies porridge. Know it sounds gross but it's really good and damn spicy. Keline's got swollen lips after the meal.. WHOO! SEXAY! And it would prolly help me flip better when I go diving that weekend. How cool!! It's all a myth! Sigh! Anyway, we caught out year 1 lecturer dining with some china girl and a kid.. Scandalous?!?!?!?! Wanted to follow them. But kinda dumb. Anyway, he's famous for all his dirty jokes. So it aint surprising to know if that's really his kid or not.. BUT~ WHO CARES?!?!?!
After dinner came home to PACK for my dive trip!!!
Watched this yesterday after a good recommendation from the masters and girl. Hmm. All I can say is a similar show to "harold and kumar". Althought I still prefer that. But it's stupidly funny. Watch this when you're totally brain dead. It'll leave you laughing since everything will seems nonsensical to you by that time.
You will usually see die hard fans screaming and chasing after their favorite idol during events. Hmmm... *thinking hard* Orhkay~ I have hardly be in such situation unless I'm accompanying pals. And I think I almost got myself killed everytime I get in such crowds. I just cant stop whining and asking why they would even wanna be the sticky crowd waiting for the normal person who prolly can sing or better than them. *ha*
But the most amazing thing, some even do stupid stuffs to catch the attention of the Idol. Like booking the cab and follow where ever the celeb goes. Erm.. Too damn rich, I guess?!?!?!
Main purpose of my entry.....
Was having lunch with the folk a while ago. And we were sharing our table with this not-so-famous celeb. Orhkay. I did regconise him. But just didn't turn over to acknowledge him. And the man of family didn't even know he's a celeb. So this tells you how infamous he is. Anyway, in a normal situation, we should be staring and gossiping about him. But in our case, we directly bo chap [didn't bother] him. Rather he was the one staring at us and eavesdropping mimee and my conversation. Oh come on~ Time changed!!!
When we left, mimee was asking if I knew who sat beside us. And she even said, why is that guy and not Juilian Hee.. *evil laughter* Gosh! And I was hoping it was Nat Ho.
It's not nice to be a celeb afterall...
[Blardie hell!! And he paid as much as we did, but got double the serving.. This is totally WRONG!! I wanna appear in the square box too!!!]
Damn! It rained since morning til now... Shucks!!! I better not be raining when I leave for tioman. Keeping my fingers crossed. If it starts raining and that island's so boring. I'll be a real dumb-ass to be spending my weekend there. This is all not happening to me..
It's so so boring and we had all these nonsense happening in school this afternoon. Leaving everyone in class so paranoid and keeping their phone away from reach. Why can't the pest just get the idea that everyone is keeping a distance from him. He's so so annoying. STOP IRRITATING THE HUMANS... Opps!!
Admit that I'm very mean and evil. But...
Anywayz, tagged along with Keline to get her hair permed. Thou shall not accompany any other people. SHUCKS!! It took friggin 4 hours and I'm totally drained even thou I only sat there and do nothing. This is really bad. And now I'm like zombie and the mirror at studio is so friggin clear. Seeing the dark circles and eyebags.. Most of all, my uneven skin tone from those harmful rays. But this doesn't stop me from tanning or enjoying my favourite sports.. WHOO!!!
I'm so looking forward to diving this weekend.. SHIOKNESS!!!!
I'm so so drained now. Sleeping at 3 in the morning and woke up early to go thru' notes aint easy. And I'm suffering from the puffy eyebag disease. UGH!!! I'm a walking deadman. This is all eeeeuuuuuuuu!!!!!
But how can I reject the offer to mall with Keline driving me there. She's my sweet lah... *only when she treats me well* Opps.. I mean she's always so nice to me. *smug* Had a short spree with her and her boy's mum. It's really nice hanging out. But not on a weekend. Everywhere's packed and I hate crowds. Anyway, by this weekend, I'll be outta here while I enjoy my peace and the big sea. HEARTS!!!!!
Harry noticed he was running low on rubbers, so he stopped by the local drugstore.
"What size?" asked the blond pharmacist's assistant sweetly.
When he admitted he wasn't sure of his size. The blond led him into the back room, lifted her skirt and told him to enter her. He was delighted to oblige.
"Size six," she told him after a moment. "Now, take it out. How many?"
Harry bought a dozen, and on his way home, he ran into his friend Tom. Harry eagerly told Tom the whole story.
Tom rushed down to the drugstore to place on order, "But I'm afraid I don't know my size," he told the sales girl.
So the blond led him in to the back room and repeated the procedure. "Size seven, Sir. Now take it out please. How many?"
But Tom kept on going until he was done. "None, thanks," he told her, zipping up his pants and grinning. "I just came in for a fitting."
It's a boring saturday afternoon and we decided to...... BAKE!!!!!!!! More PEEK-CHEERS here
It's a fine afternoon and the girls are bored. So they decided to bake themselves some sweet treats. But I guess it's afterall not a success. Oh well.. We just enjoy the process of baking. So the end product doesn't go into my poor gastric. *smug*
Friday, November 02, 2007 @ 9:39 PM
Sweet Treat...
Found a new place with real nice ice-cream. And the most important thing, it's near my place.
The trio went on a de-stress spree since the school is real hectic lately and we're finding it difficult to breathe. So we studied til wee hour last night, so we could enjoy the day. The babes slept at 2 plus and yours truly til 4. And Rachel's studying hard too.
Mate, Jia You!!!
Then woke up this morning, waited call from Ms Keline. But she overslept and missed the chance to book for Jay Chou's concert. Blurty babe, took her own sweet time and met POOR ZenZ. And she had spend an hour at the mall waiting for her. Shucks! Blardy mall is so small can. But I went everywhere to try everything. HAHA!
Anyway, she didn't get to buy the tickets cause it's all fully booked. And someone's super pissed off for the day. And that's your highness, Ms Keline. HAHA!! But she saved 400 over and spend it wisely on other areas, eg dresses. T's so going nuts. She's been shopping since the day he went thailand. *smug*
This is really a retail therapy day. I bought a dress from mango. Freaking happy. Cause I hardly find any dresses that really fits me well. And I'm so glad I found one for my cousin's wedding. WHOO-PEE!!!!
Then met Juv's boy and we went dinner at chinatown. Coolness!!!
It's really a day well spent! And I'm now supa tired. God! I need to sleep soon!!!
This is awkard. I'm suppose to introduce myself here. But I guess if you are able to read this page,
you are 80% a very close pal of mine. Which also means whatever I've typed here is just bullsh*t.
Aint I right? Just continue reading my random-ness then.
