Have you ever thought about the things you have achieve in life? Or regrets on things or events? Sometimes we just gotta look forward and move on rather than bug onto the issue. Easier said than done. I've gone thru' it too. Who doesn't? Making ourselves feel bad and sorry about the stuffs for a time being and later forget all about it when we get ourselves occupied with other stuffs.
Hmmmmm....
I guesss it's the very normal way that even your friends might be telling you. "Hey, move on! Why brood about it. Forget about it and live afresh." But sit down and think. If you were to live life this way, what would you have achieve? What have you learn from all these issues that had been bugging you. It's just sad.
Recently, I have seen people living different lifestyles and the way they keep themselves happy in their daily life.
Party A: Work real hard and earn hard. Spent on branded stuffs and make oneself contented. Are you like party A. Or.....
Party B: Study real hard and get what he/she targets for. Sense of confidence. Like you? Or...
Party C: Live life simple. Not thinking what tomorrow will brings. Just enjoy what he/she has. Passion comes first. Is that you?
Party D: Real simple life. No passion. Not bother about what tomorrow brings. Just get what he/she can.
None of the above?
Hmmm... I wish I'm party C. Live life to the fullest. Not bothering what tomorrow brings. But the society aint letting me so. It's pushing us really hard. Sometimes I find it hard to breathe and survive. Everyone's competing even with the people closest to you. But what does it bring us at the end of the day.
Gossips: Another factor which pushes us harder to get to where the society wants us to. It's really suffocating. Can you handle all these. Honestly, I cant. I always have breakdown during exams seasons. Cause I'm always not able to breathe. I HATE ALL THESE!!! All these aint motivation, I use to think they're. Cause I always think that it's a way to help me grow and understand things in life. But life is just taxing.
Afterall, life is just a boredom. It seems like I've finished exploring this what people say interesting stuffs. But to me it just simply BORED!!!! Everyone's living to keep themselves still breathing. You work so that you have money to survive and still be part of the universe. But it's just simply boredom...
Prolly I need to find some excitement in life?
Seriously, need to get my arse outta this place....
