Woke up to foul mood and I've no idea why I got so agitated about things.
During breakie, I talked to mimee and were discussing about people being strong or weak. Sometimes it seems to me that, it people who are weaker make the others stronger. It's in the person's will whether they choose to fight or compromise. But it gets so tiring when you have to fight all the time. But once in a while you choose to compromise and things starts to get out of hand. Maybe this only applies to me, cause it seems that people starts to take you for granted and this whole making things easy for people becomes unappreciated.
Being strong is a way some people choose to be defensive. Protecting oneself out of trouble than to face it when it hits you. I hate that I've to face troubles and solve it. Falls make me weaker yet after reflecting makes me stronger. I start to hate failure at the age of 18, but I know there'll be days when I still have to face it.
Yst's talk taught us that, you might not be the best academically, but there're still plans you need to prepare for the future. Which I think it's true. But what are you gonna do?
Are you going to be the stronger one who lead your own life? Or are you gonna let others lead yours?
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