May is our heroine. She's the one who really completed this whole challenge. At first, May and I had difficulties with the bike. It's been like years since I last cycled. So it's for May. But slowly we catch the technique to easier cycling. But still, my body's not conditioned to this whole extreme thing. I've been always the last person and I've lotsa people pushing me. *HAHAHA* My stupid ankle is giving way and my blardie *da yi ma* came to visit. This is all perfect when you're going on a 60km ride. DAMN!!!
Anyway, I'm really contented that I made it to almost 30km. I've never have high hopes on land sports. *winks* But this is really an experience. And I glad to make new friends while taking my ride on the safety vehicle. *smug*
It's nice of Edwin to ask us along. I'm so shag and my legs don't seem to be mine now...
Woke up to foul mood and I've no idea why I got so agitated about things.
During breakie, I talked to mimee and were discussing about people being strong or weak. Sometimes it seems to me that, it people who are weaker make the others stronger. It's in the person's will whether they choose to fight or compromise. But it gets so tiring when you have to fight all the time. But once in a while you choose to compromise and things starts to get out of hand. Maybe this only applies to me, cause it seems that people starts to take you for granted and this whole making things easy for people becomes unappreciated.
Being strong is a way some people choose to be defensive. Protecting oneself out of trouble than to face it when it hits you. I hate that I've to face troubles and solve it. Falls make me weaker yet after reflecting makes me stronger. I start to hate failure at the age of 18, but I know there'll be days when I still have to face it.
Yst's talk taught us that, you might not be the best academically, but there're still plans you need to prepare for the future. Which I think it's true. But what are you gonna do?
Are you going to be the stronger one who lead your own life? Or are you gonna let others lead yours?
I've difficulties focusing today. Gosh!! Drag myself outta bed after a 4hrs sleep. Obviously, deprive of beauty sleepness. And prepared for class..
Slept thru' out the journey to school. And this is what I call sick when you're enjoying your rest and some fat ass aunty just sit down in a stupid manner that cause you to jump out of your seat. What the hell!!!!! And I realise there're lots of seats around and she chose to sit beside me. SHUCKS!! Oh whatever.
Then reach class half an hour earlier. Trying to get myself awake by then for class. But it's just impossible. My body's just not listening. For that 3 hours, it's was hell while I tried to focus on what Dr Radha's trying to deliver.
And you thought after that 3 hours of hell, you'll be free... I've still got a 4hour course to go through. DAMMIT!!! But I must say the course is kinda funny, cause the speaker itself aint shy to embarrass herself. *smug* I was almost laughing at her almost every 10minutes. She seems like a laughing stock.. BUT A CONFIDENT ONE.. She kept emphasizing on leadership and how to make it in our lives. Some stuffs are true, but some just aint. But we gotta fliter it ourselves. Cordy left during the break. I guess the rest of us *Keline, Juv, Kristel and me* were typically using toothpicks to keep our eyes open. I cant wait for everything to end...
Finally... I rushed to the bus stop immediately after class. Saw my bus and boarded. Searching for my earphone and realize someone tapping me. I was shock to see Ling and was wondering why she appeared when she told me her class starts on the 1st of Oct. But was nice talking and having a company. But I really hope I din bore her. Cause I was half dead when she saw me..
Came home had dinner and concuss til now.. Gosh!! I think I'll have some difficulties getting to sleep tonight.. I'm so dead now.... UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just found the correct amount of ingredients to my latte. Pardon me using the wine glass, cause we don't have a proper latte one. So... Anyway, Max says we should buy those deco brollies for our latte. What crap's that!!! But the weather's seriously driving me nuts.. I need to cool down man. It's no more like tanning on the beach where I need a bottle of beer. Now I just wanna jump into the pool.. SHUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Gosh... I dozed off without turning off my laptop, television and lights. Now that I woke up from a weird dream, I find it convenient to have my laptop still on and I'm chattting with rachel now.. But it's freaking 5 in the morning. My brain's not working.
Taken this earlier on at GAP with keline. I love their mirrors.
Class today was a dreadful.. Was closed to 6hrs of lecture.. My head's pounding and it's hard to digest what the lecturer's trying to teach.
But was looking forward to the meetup with Ivan and Ling. They're working at Thomsom. And since I'm free, just head down to meet the peeps. Keline tagged along as well. *smile* As I was walking in, I told her that charme lives near the mall. And as we were walking in, I saw this very familiar face walking towards me. GOSH!! It's CHARME... Miss her already. Hugged her so tightly can!!! Erm.. I'm straight f.y.i. Just that I cant control myself everytime I see her.
Then met Ivan and Ling, hang out for awhile then we left, cause keline's meeting taylor. So we head down to town, while we were walking towards Robinsons, I saw another familiar face. It's CIND... I haven see her for the longest time. Miss her too. Exchanged hugs in the midst of the pathway. HAHA!! But really love my babes. We'll meetup soon for tanning, kay? *smile*
Mich had been asking Kenny if he hits the gym often. And it seems like he nvr really been there. So yesterday, we came back to the same topic again...
Mich: So Kenny, when are you going to have your six pack? Kenny: Ermmmmmmmmmmm.... Maybe half year later..... ZenZ: Wah!!! Every month train for one pack... *everyone laughed*
It's like an coincidence that we came across an example in our stats class relating to poker cards. And juv had difficulties understanding how it works. So Mich kept telling Juv that she will bring a deck of cards next week and explain to her at the same time teach her how to play dai-dee... GOSH!!! It's simply one stone kill 2 birds...
STOP MAKING LIFE DIFFICULT FOR OTHERS...... FARKING IF YOUR LIFE IS MISERABLE, THEN JUST END IT...... WHAT'S YA MOTIVE OF TELLING EVERYTHING? WANNA PPL TO BREAKUP? YOUR LIFE IS BITTER... KILL YOURSELF.. I SERIOUSLY SAY...KILL YOURSELF...
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do you're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable is already in my life? right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold who knows how to love you without being told somebody tell me why I'm on my own if there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end how do I find the perfect fit there's enough for everyone but I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold who knows how to love you without being told somebody tell me why I'm on my own if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold who knows how to love you without being told somebody tell me why I'm on my own if there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold who knows how to love you without being told somebody tell me why I'm on my own if there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 3:27 PM
Temptations
CORDY.. When are we going to underwater world to dive, so you can dive with the sharks and I'll dive with the Dugong. Cause you said certified divers dive with dugong and uncertified ones dive with the sharks... HEEE.....
Been a week of school and I'm so not ready yet. I've been sleeping late but not waking up late since I've got class. But it would obvious that I'll not be able to have 100% focus in class. So part of the information that the lecturer's is conveying is being lost. GOSH!!! This is making me worried. And I've not revise my work..
Erm.. This might sound scary, I'm acting so worked up on the first week of school. But what have I gotta do. SHUCKS!!! I miss poly days where I play everyday and not worry about my schoolwork. Sigh! I miss my polymates too. Why cant life stay that way?
Anyway, the worse thing this week was this flu bug which refuse to leave me alone. And I've not been a good girl. Running out to play and shop, best thing is I went tanning when I'm running a fever. And came home with a bad condition. HAHAHA!!! As expected, class next day was disaster, but I still crave for beach on saturday. But the rain made it impossible. But can park my itchy ass at home, so went to town for shopping spree.
I can feel my body calling for help and my eyes burning. But I just refuse to excuse myself and rest at home. Which I'm in this situation where I've to stay home and rest and revise my work. Finally!!!!
Anyway, Mav and I were thinking of celebrating Lantern Festival. I miss playing with lanterns. HAHA!!! Who wanna join us??? Kaz, Keline, Jayne...??? Anyone???
But now, it's back to drowning in books.....
Pierre's enjoying his weekend before school starts. Are you ready for school tomorrow? Hee~*
Yipee!! Suppose to be @ the beach [*bitchy* This is what D.C translate the other day] tanning today, but change of plan due to the rain. It was kinda wet blanket, but we did had a great time shopping. WHOO-PEE!!!
Had dinner at Esplanade's Thai Express, thanks Mav for the birthday treat. Hugz!!
My eyes are burning now and I'm really feeling sick now. I need rest..
I cant J's face lah... HAHA! And we were trying to figure out whether it's the setting or just simply the cam. And we concluded on the same thing.... HAHAHAHA!
Went Sentosa with D.C to tan. The weather's perfect for everything. But I aint in my best. Had fever last night and was feeling kinda dead to drag myself down to the beach.
Hmm... Saw Cordy's tan the other day and was so so envious lah. So I've to drag myself down. Anywayz, it's great to be lying down and doing nothing. It's really great and I enjoyed myself, although I still feel a little paranoid at time. But I still enjoyed the company.. *grins*
Just the little barrier which I need to overcome. And for him to know the limits. HAHAHAHA!!! But he's nice. Hopefully my back's not very fair. Cause he's been like applying sun-block on my back all the time. GOSH!!!!!
Then met Mav in the evening for dinner. WHOO-PEE!!! Chill out at Starbucks.
My face super red and I seems to be giving off heat now... Just hope my tan will look better by tmr.
Came back from meetup with Charme. It's was nice to see her. And we headed down to Hua Kuan hospital to visit hao. I was thinking that he would be able to talk to me And the three of us would convey in a conversation. But it really hurting to see him still lying there. It hurts and I was speechless. I dun know what to say as he looked at me. All I can do is smile at him. It really hurts to see your friend who's always so fit lying there unable to take and even have problem responding to you.
Charme held her tears back til we left the ward, and she broke down. It's really hurting to see her tear too. Deep down we know he's still him and want to do what he wants to do. But there's this demon in him holding him back. We wish we could help him fight it, but helpless when we asked us how. All we can do now is support him.
This is awkard. I'm suppose to introduce myself here. But I guess if you are able to read this page,
you are 80% a very close pal of mine. Which also means whatever I've typed here is just bullsh*t.
Aint I right? Just continue reading my random-ness then.
