Gosh!! It was a wrong to move to even click on it. UGH!! I'm feeling wierd now and I don't know why. I shouldn't be acting this way. It never occur to me, but it did now. I'm obviously jealous. But I know I'm happy now. But why am I acting so. This is all so wrong. Can't believe this. But the blood rushing to head sensation aint doing too good on me.
I finding it hard to believe. And I never knew that after so long, knowing that I'm the one to let go first. I'm getting all these back at me. I'm not clinging onto anything. I guess I'm purely just jealous of what he have now and what I'm not.
It's that all natural or is it just me. I hate to know I'm behaving like this. SHIT SHIT SHITTTTTTTTTT!!!!! I feel so petty now. But this thing keeps coming to my mind, telling me that I'm simply jealous about he's life and all. And all the pictures just hit me so hard.
This is awkard. I'm suppose to introduce myself here. But I guess if you are able to read this page,
you are 80% a very close pal of mine. Which also means whatever I've typed here is just bullsh*t.
Aint I right? Just continue reading my random-ness then.
