Desperate
Stop being the one turning away, cause I've yet to be the one to do that when it's always my right to. I'm so tired of all these coming to you when you need me. Yet I've so much hold backs when I need you.
I don't know your motive, but it's getting on my nerves now. And I seriously cant get this off my mind.
I know I'm being unreasonable. But I just want to do this once. And leave me alone!