Envious.When will it be my turn?
Going up the stage and receiving that something that i'm doing for now.
I wish to go up so so soon and get over it.
Seeing that smile on your face,
It just symbolises freedom you crave for a long long time.
Now,
It's just a torment just drowning myself in these thick notes.
They aint meant for normal beings.
They are killing me softly and I jus came to realise it.
You wont believe. It jus flow like a river.
And I'm not acting like the usual me.
I need care and pamper from all that I can get.
This is seriously not me.
I'm feeling: down
