Randomness!!!



I'm so happy it's SUNDAY.... I can sleep til late.. Caught red handed today... UGH!



But I did my WORK!!! I studied... Prolly will start hibernating home soon.. It's good to read out loud and all already...

WHOOPIEE!!!

I've been deprive of sleep. But it seems like I'm nvr deprive of blogging.. I love my site to bits!!!

Hilarious..

Super duper hokkien MAN!!!


I'm feeling: Lian!

Fragile.

Maybe the most fragile things in life is the heart that is mostly made of glass. Some people have theirs broke so many time and put back to one piece til they are totally imperfect and decided to changed it into a wooden one where they cant feel anymore.

But some refuse to give up hope and continue searching.

We often start off with "Hello Stranger".
Time and fate lead us to this strange chemistry that 2 people have. And slowly it evolves to something we called love. But when we overwork, we get tired and give up on our work. It works the same for relationships. We often get this thing call "Honeymoon season", that what my ex-boyfriend use to tell me. Cause I really wasn't commited into this one and he often ask me whether I was ready for all the stuffs that were going btw the both of us. Hmm.. Sometimes I think quantity isn't the most impt, but it's the quality.

I've to admit I'm the lousiest person at that time. I use all this relationship and trust we had jus to spite someone. And all I wanted to see on that person's face only came to me like half a year later. I regretted and ugly things did happen. It sucked. Past experience and all the incidents around me tells me that I've to be strong and look forward to my priorities.

I know clearly what they're. But it somehow made me a little to aggresive for people to approach.

I feel like my heart had been replaced from a fragile glass to a wooden one. It had been changed since I was barely able to understand how society works. And I closed myself to lots of stuffs. It's always hard to open the door once it's been closed. I need to find my key that to unleash myself from all these.

But often I get people giving up on me when they're mid there. But they do made me take my step further from all.

Time and experience made me grew stronger. I know I can live on my own. But I've my down and dependent side too. I need a shoulder to cry and to lean on too. I'm not always that "garang" girl who does all her stuffs by her own. I need company too.

But in life time won't wait and some things jus cant be left undone.

So what's your story? Ready to tell?

I'm feeling: OLD!

Miss Sleepy is LATE!!!

I NEED TO TALK

There so much in me that I need to let out. But it seems kinda hard cause it's hard to find someone whom you can open up to and tell everything to. I use to think I've found that right person. But she left and came back. Now I think I shan't tell her so much since she not someone whom had really appreciate me.

So the moral of the story. Take a step back. But now I'm like walking all alone. I feel shitty. I hate myself and I know I'm a stubborn crap that hardly opens up to people. Althou' I crap lots when I'm out. But I find it hard to open up to people. And this really sucks..

I used to think that they know me well.. But I realise they used what I said to them to put me down. This really sucks. That's the reason why I restricted this little corner of mine. I feel good now. Knowing that I won't have people whom I don't like to be reading my blog. If there're still of such people. Then so be it. Too bad that I've blocked it and you're still able to see it.

Growing up, I've learn to handle my problems better. But noone is perfect. I've my weak side as well. But right now, all I wanna do is to accomplish my priority.

I've to admit that I'm cold inside. But there's only one that could melt me now. But he's never bothered to know what's happening around me. I just receives hugs and kisses as a return of being a sick cat. SIGH! I feel useless around him, cause I'm always able to be strong in front of others, but jus not him. He make me feel bare naked. He make me feel like I need to start all over again to be a better person.

Is this good? I guess so. At least I can say out loud that I've learn how to treat people after hanging out with him. He made me know that I've to be capable and not jus to look capable. He make me fall in love with reading and so many many more. But he never know all these things were influenced by him.

I appreciates the rides and meetups when I needed him around me. He treats me the right way. Or rather the right way when we wont ................... Kay. You can think whateva. Somethings jus cant be stated out. Hmm... I jus dun know how to put them in words.

But somehow a part of me tells me that it's time to let go of things. It's going the wrong way. And if I don't do anything now, it might evolves to something bad. I don't know whether this intuition is accurate or prolly I'm too sensitive???

Taking things a step at a time.
Hoping things will turn out good.

I'm feeling: sad!

SOUND OF SHUTTERS..

I miss my shots and poses!




I still miss you!!!

I'm feeling: Deprived!

DOUBTS!!!

I'm having doubts. But my mind is too occupied to think about it. You treat me too well when I'm with you. It's hard to let go. I don't know where I'm heading to now. This is killing...

I'm feeling: lost!

Mugging hard!!!






I'm feeling: sad and tired~!

My little getaway from the stress




It seems like I'm running away from some debtors. Haha! Anywayz, I'm getting my badminton session is a very long time with Mav. WHOO-PIEE!!!! Damn! She gonna start laughing at my stunts again. Shucks! But Have to be in school early for class and muggin as usual...

I'm heading off, but feeling lighter today.
But the bag is definitely not looking so... HAHA!

I'm feeling: refreshed!

Thankie, CLT!

Breather From Stressful Days

Went shopping with Chelle and her boo since Jordan's not around yet. Hmm.. Have so much stuffs that I wanna buy. But I'm broke this week. Have to bear with it. SIGH! But went to quicksliver to buy a new strap for my phone. Have to pamper it too.. But I realise it's covered with scratches here and there lah.. Sadness!

I miss sentosa so so so muchie. So Jordan and I took the express train around Sentosa after he picked up his new islander card! LOVELY LAH! But the train was filled with **d***s. So he was kinda turned off thou'... But who cares! I jus simply miss the beach lah!! CORDY AND CHELLE head to the beach after EXAMS. But now have to concentrate on the priority....

Then, went dinner with CLT, Keline and Terrence @ Ikoi. Have to say, their food degraded. Hmm.. Jordan says we shall not go there in the future. Anyway, it's packed like usual, but keline says they have bad service. HAHA! By the way, Terrence paid 25bucks for 2 slice of UNAGI which cost more than a bomb can! All of us were shocked.. Shall check out the menu next time before we order.

A pack from supermarket cost atmost 10 bucks. Kena CON! Anywayz, once bitten twice shy. So we learnt our lesson. No more unagi from IKOI!

I'm so so tired. Gonna attend John Cartz's class tmr. But I felt super guilty today. So I'm going to pay attention in class tmr to pay back what I didn't today. Sorry SIR!

Request Jordan to send me this pic he took in taiwan.
Poor doggie had a very sad life. Lost 2 of its sibiling... It have this real sad and innocent look that I wanna bring it home and call it mine lah! SHUCKS!!! DOGGIE LOVE!!! But they really feed it well thou', buying taiwan sausages and others.
When can I have one of my own?? Sigh! I cant even financially support myself.



I'm feeling: TIRED!

MY ROAD!!!!





Courtesy of Jordan who took this pic.
My name is Wu Fu.......
Gosh! He left my mid of my middle name out.... SHUCKS!

Graduation - 13th April 2007



I look so so tired!
Anywayz, I was wondering if there's one day I could wear this too!!
Sigh!

I'm feeling: glee!

WORRIED!!!

My mind is messed up and so is my body. I need to replenish all... UGH! I'm going out of scene for awhile, cause I look totally like a zombie now. This is real bad. Bear and Eneida says I need to rest more. But where to find time too.... 24hrs not enough now.. I need 48 a day. Grant my wish please.. I need more more time. This is bad. I hate this... FUCK UP SHIT!!!!

My vision blurs and my head spins.. My napan aint working now.
I need a real good off from all these shit I'm having.. I miss the beach and the sun. Unleash the caged soul in me. I need my chill outs. I jus wanna run and swim everyday. UGH!!

I'm feeling: depressed!

BUDDY's HOME!

CLT is back. But he came back as a slim flat tummy now. *smug* He told Keline that he's going work hard to earn it back again. Insanity sets in for him. Hmm.. I guess we're jus a bunch of insane peeps. No wonder we got along so well..

Finally I got someone to whine to!!!

I'm feeling: HAPPY!

Complete Personal Profile

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends', but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

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Try this out. Hmm.. Kinda true to me thou'. Cause I've really been in stress lately and relationship with people around me aint getting too well too. Sigh!

Disappointment

UGH! Afterall, it aint a good choice made for my degree. I'm totally regretting on my firm decision a year ago. And now this is all the shit I get from the school. I hate it. Or rather everyone in class hate it. We cant voice out, even if we did, nothing much is being done. I don't want 4 maths modules. I jus want 3 and 1 statistics. Why can it be done? Why must they make everyone so troubled and still say that we're the people with privilege. I don't see any privilege thou'.

Enlighten me if you can.

I feel that we're on the losing side now. But anyways, like I told Keline, whatever we vote now, end of the day, they already have decided what we should be taking. So no point voting and wasting our ink and paper.

We'll face it bravely. *hopefully*
SHUCKS!! I HATE THIS!!!

But for now, I need to work hard for my micro.. I'm in deep shit!

I'm feeling: angtsy!

PRANK ON BEN

MADNESS FILLED WEEKEND



The spastics!!!








I'm feeling: glee!

Results of Mugging...




INSANITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Miao and ZenZ

I'm feeling: bonkers!

SWEETNESS!!!

That 3 minutes is all worth. And it's priceless to see you smile.

Envious.

When will it be my turn?
Going up the stage and receiving that something that i'm doing for now.
I wish to go up so so soon and get over it.
Seeing that smile on your face,
It just symbolises freedom you crave for a long long time.
Now,
It's just a torment just drowning myself in these thick notes.
They aint meant for normal beings.
They are killing me softly and I jus came to realise it.
You wont believe. It jus flow like a river.
And I'm not acting like the usual me.
I need care and pamper from all that I can get.
This is seriously not me.

I'm feeling: down

Thoughts

Tu me manques, Stinky

I'm feeling: dull

DAMN THOSE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE

I always thought that only MIC are really irritating, but after today's run I realise that's not the case. I've to admit that I'm unlucky today, was drizzling when I step out. So the thought of turning back and slack at home just turns me off. Hence, I decided to take a shorter route and faster pace today.

But plan failed cause of weather, mood and importantly PEOPLE!!!
Running towards this seconday boy. Knowing that I'm going to knock into him, he jus walk straight into me. So his wish is granted. I gave him a hard one.. *think straight people* Never mind, next we've the i****ns. This is worse. They think they own the whole pathway. YUCKS!! Give way bitches. I always think that there's a to and fro on the pathway. But in actual fact it's not. TURN OFF!!!

Then it start raining cats and dogs til I cant be bothered and started walking.. SHUCKS!!!!

I think I'll collapse tmr...

I'm feeling: sick!

FUNNY CLIP

Pushing Harder!

My body is calling out for help already a short run and my joint is calling for help. It's showing signs of ageing. UGH! I'm barely 22... But the run definitely wakes me up. I falling in love with night runs now. CHEERS!!! And I found a route that's jus nice to refresh my dull and lazy evenings. WHOO-PEE!!! I wanna get well-trained for the upcoming events. Call me crazy, call me insane, but i guess everything is worth that hard work.

Caffine is not the best way to get a GOOD morning, try brisk walking or a short 15 minutes jog.. Totally works, at least for me. *smug*

Lotsa sad incidents around lately. Just hope all darlings will be able to pull it over and move on. Hotline's open to all!

Love ya, peeps!



I'm feeling: refreshed!

Inspired

Was on my way to school this morning, saw something that really caught my interest. You've no read me wrongly. I have class on sundays. How dreaful can it be. But I'm not going to brood over such nonsense now, cause I've got more interesting stuffs to blog about now.

Anyway, I saw this guy across the road with his bike and he was all well-equipped! Gosh! The outfit, helmet and most importantly his bike!!!!!!!! Mid-way to class, I saw another 2 riders. Damn cool can!!! I miss the long rides. SHUCKS!!! I haven really been riding for more then 5 years excluding those leisure ones I did when I go pinicing at the parks. But I mean those long rides where you travel from places to places. I've been craving and saving for a brand new bike. since the previous one I got when I was in primary school is obviously too small for me to ride around now.

When online to check on some stuffs and found some really good looking bikes. But to my horror, they cost a bomb. The one i like cost like US$1,799. How in the hell is this bike so expensive?!?!?! I got freaked out...



But am still saving, but I think I'll buy something cheaper and prolly be able to save quick. But my savings are all going towards my upcoming seasports. WHOO-HOO!

Diving, Kayaking and Sailing.
Shiokness!

I'm feeling: energised yet stoning!

Sunshine Days

It might had been raining cats and dogs lately. But it din realli affect me much, since I'm stuck in school most of the time. UGH! I miss my bed to the core. And I've left out the word "party" from my mind for awhile. YEAH! Unbelievable right?!?! I think so too.

Anywayz, it's always nice to hear from far away friends.. Including Jordan and also Pierre. Yay, now I know he reads my blog regularly too. Thanks Dude! *bear with my nonsense*

Whoo!!! I'm getting surprises when Mr CLT gets back! Shiokness! Demanded for bikini too. That's if he get for Miss Tai-tai. That's what he calls her jus now. Opps! I miss sashimi already. Fly back asap!!!!! That's an order!

I'm in my high spirit lately too. YIPEE! I should like do what I did for the past week more often. Blocking him away and now he msges back. Ha! I think I'm insane. But I realise we always come up with nonsensical conversation. Or rather not even a conversation. Cause we jus put emoticons. Wassup with ppl??

Thou' in high spirits, but I have the sad moments too. Hmm... I kinda dilemma in doing some stuffs. Anywayz, it jus stuffs that need to be fixed and it's not within my control.. External help needed! Ha!

I've always tried to be the best person I can be. So live with it. If u realise u're in the wrong, then change, cause I know it's never late to do anything or to try to get back what you've missed in life unless u stop trying. There's just so much I can say and do. But I definitely hope to see a new you. The one whom I used to know.

I'm feeling: tired.
*everyone's gone to bed*

Embarrassing Events

Had our foreign revision class for advance calculus this afternoon. I must say, that the lecturer is really attractive. Haha~* At least that was what 4 girls commented, Keline, Michelle, Cordelia and me.

But I feel kinda bad after the class while on my way home. I think Dr Loo is going home tonight to hug his bloster and cry. Cause it seems like everyone is so interest in what Dr James Ward. Cause everyone laughing and paying attention to his class.. But we hardly do that when we were in Loo's class.

I feel bad. But everytime I tried to laugh to Loo's I felt abit like a fool. Things that are funny to him doesn't apply to us, cause we dun know what he's trying to deliver.. Sounds kinda bad huh? I think so too.

But we are still going to his class tmr.. Must not give up..
He must jia you to become a more interesting lecturer...

I'm feeling: enlightened

DVD Obsessions

Watched closer this afternoon. All I can say, it's a very beautifully captured movie. I love its plot so muchie muchie. Jus that it gets a little.... Erm, not suitable for the young. *smug*



And one more thing... JUDE LAW IS ONE CUTE THING!!!!

The phone when ringing...

Had an early night yesterday. Finally can sleep with no pressure, knowing that I wont have to wake up early to mug. I'm so thankful for that. LOVE IT!

But a surprise call from taiwan while I was in my mid-lala-land.. Gosh! I think I sound like shit last night... Cause I cant remember what i said or replied to him.

Poor guy. Having a real bad time over there. But will be over soon. I'm counting down!
I'm feeling lucky being a female now.

Anywayz, wishing all an enjoyable GOOD FRIDAY and also those who have lack of sleep. Enjoy pigging out today.

Love you all..
XOXOXOXO

I'm feeling: tired!

Random



Bright sunny morning on a Good friday.
Brighten up my day after so many disappointing events.



Keline was so amazed seeing this little cutie on our way to school on wednesday.



The spastic look on Rach and Eneida's faces..
Happy B'day, Dude!




Having my peaceful night with my virtual world.
I miss so many many...

OOGIE BOOGIE



James Morrison - The pieces don't fit anymore

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore, the pieces don't fit here anymore

You pulled me under, I've had to give in
Such a beautiful myth, that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises;
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how
I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Mmmm

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
But,still I don't know why
No I don't know why, I don't now why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

The pieces don't fit anymore

BAD SURPRISES

Was a bad bad day for poor Sam. Got nagging from mimee this morning.. And it totally kill my whole day. UGH! Cant she jus let me off. Shucks!

And I hurt my left foot on board while on my way to meet Keline for breakie and study. DAMN! Swollen foot is a sign for me to stay home and rot on a good friday! Before I forget, Happy GOOD FRIDAY TO ALL. All churches are packed with people, felt that love for GOD when I was jogging in the evening. Ya! You've not read wrongly. I went jogging with that stupid PIG TROTTER! Althou' the foot din felt good, but I did!!

So so refreshed!!

Bad surprises... Worse of the day, message from Mr Jordan...
Sigh! He scared Keline and me when I read his message this afternoon. So worrying can! Please come back in a piece... I still want my SASHIMI KAKI!!!!

*Sam prays for Jordan*

I'm feeling: Tired!

Infra finally working!!!!!!!!!

OOGIE BOOGIE

Daughtry - Home



I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.

DOWN AS USUAL

It would be so nice if my infra port could work jus fine. And my blog will be filled with pretty picturs. But it aint working.. DAMN! Giving me so much trouble!!! I'm so so pissed!

Anywayz, made breakie for Keline n Jayne this morning. Kinda disappointing to hear some stuffs thou'. But I did my best. Feeling kinda low lately. People around me aint treating the way it should be. But how to make it better? I guess only that person know how to.

I'm feeling: Tired

ON IT WAY HERE...



Save my skin!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: glee!

BLAND LIFE!!

My life is kinda bore lately, since it's books almost everyday. The first revision class almost got me killed!! I struggled thru' it thou. Hmm.. Seriously behind time now. I need to catch up real soon. BUCK UP, SAM!!!

My buddy at the far away land now is resting, but he's going to work real hard tmr morning at 530. Poor thing sia. Working and serving our nation! RESPECT!

Counting down 16 days...
And my company will be back to bring smile and laughters..
MISS YA, DUDE...
WE ALL DO!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: tired

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