Vanity

Unpredictable

Sometime I wish, pray and hope that it would be me. But it never falls on me. Sometimes when it's your chance you just don't know how to cherish it. I don't know. Sigh!

I'm happy for you. And everything.

Sometime it just hurts that things happening are not what you always say it would be.

Disappointment????!!!!????

I'm feeling: bored

CRAMP CRAMP-MO

I feel restricted and no room to move about.. I need more space. Thinking of the 24hr Mac now. Is that my only way out. Or rather I've to bear with this til the end of this week. But it's only tuesday. UGH! KILL ME PLEASE...

I'm feeling: angst!

OOGIE BOOGIE

Vertical Horizon - You're a god



I've gotta be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
And there's somewhere beyond this, I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again, no...
No, never again...

'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table, so
I need something more to show, somehow

So, never again, no...
No, never again...

'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this, I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again, no...
No, never again...

'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

You're a god
(Oh, and I am not)
I just thought that you would know...
(Oh, I thought that you would know)

You're a god
(Oh, and I am not)
I just thought
I'd let you go

Chill Out!

Met up with Janice, Karyn and Ivan, suppose to have some coffee with them. Cause I had dinner with mimee and didee and maxie. But they brought me to some real good Japanese BBQ restaurant. UGH! That's so so tempting. And it taste real good except that it was a little too salty, other than that, everything's fine.

And the bil came up real real fine too... 4 of us ate up to a 200bucks bill. Kinda scary. Althou' the food we had wasn't enough to make us explode. But the quality was good enough to make us all melt. I know I did, cause I nvr had such good beef and everything was too too fine.

After dinner, we went over to esplanade to watch fireworks. OOH!! The last time we watched was during National Day with Ivan and Janice. So so nice to watch it this round with a better view. Okay! Was too mesmerise that I didn't shoot any of it.

Anywayz, it's always good to meetup with my dudz. Love them to bits.







I'm feeling: yippy!

Addiction

I'm totally addicted. Something which I tried to forget, yet it seems so fresh in my mind.

Stop all the smiles you give.
It's no more love to me.
It jus bring pain,
And I'm finding hard to handle.
Tell me what should I do.

Dilemma sets in. My words contradicts and I'm in total concussion to know which is right or wrong. Noone can help me. I'm totally left alone to face it.




I'm feeling: confused!

Cam-Whoring




I miss hanging out.
Cuddles!!!!!!!!!!!
Hold me in your arms..
Prolly will only happens in my dreams. It's always perfect there.

I'm feel: melted!

22/02 - Mochi making





I'm feeling : hippy

OOGIE BOOGIE

Nickleback - Far Away

I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
far away too far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

Tanning With Mav!!!





HOT!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling: tanned!

Simple things in Life



By Usher!

Swollen eyes.

Was caught red-handed. I've been doing well for the past 2 days while watching that very touching japanese series. But my mum caught me weeping like mad jus now. UGH! And she thot i was ill.. But when I told her it's the show that made me so emo. She asked me not to watch, cause I'm crying really bad. Anywayz, I think they should name it 3 or 4 litres of tears. Cause you can never imagine the amount of tears flowing out of me. I used up like 3 packs of tissue today. GOSH! Including yesterday and the day before, it's scary and I wouldn't wanna know. Anywayz, I've completed the show. And wouldn't have to tear anymore. Think will look like some zombie with super puffy eyes tmr. UGH!

Shall pass it on.. *smug* Maybe the next person will weep worse than me.

Pierre: Can't really remember what he says. But vaguely know that he says that for a person like me who laugh while watching horror movie, it's kinda unbelievable to be crying that much while watching a show. I agree thou'. It's been a while since a show had made such a deep impression on me. And made me teared that much.

Changing the name of the show, I think should be named as
1 litre of tears + 1 litre of mucus



I'm feeling: emotional!

I WANNA WATCH......

The next upcoming show that I wanna catch..

Paris, Je T'aime.



JORDAN... I changed my mind. So when are we going to watch this...

I'm feeling: excited!

CNY UPDATES...

Admit that I'm super lazy during CNY and I slept almost 12 hours since this morning. Thanks to Jordan, I had very good night sleeps lately. The japanese series he burnt for me made me weep like an insane biatch. GOSH!! The show is called 1 litres of tears and when I told Rach and Eneida yst. They were so amazed with the name of the show. HAHA! And they even told me....

1 litre of tears + 1 litre of sweat = 2 litres of salt water.
And leave it under the sun, you get....
2 pinch of salt!!!!

Hey people, the show is really touching... And I jus cannot control myself from tearing.. And Mr JORDAN, I aint cry baby wor. *bleah*

Anywayz, wat a nice way to celebrate CNY by crying thru the night. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Back to stuffs of CNY.

Day 1

Chelle says that it's not auspiscious to sleep past noon. But I woke up 5 minutes late. UGH! But am really tired thou'.. I tired lah. Anywayz, it's always the same. Having brunch before heading over to uncle's. Had Carls Junior this year. Max's screaming out with joy. His favourite fast food!!! But the meal is super scary. Cause I only had half of my sandwich and I'm stuffed!! But satisfying. YEAH!


Max and Moi with the piggies!

Max and Moi @ Carl's

Mimee, Step and Moi @ carrefour

Max and J.K


DAY 2

Today all my relatives from my paternal side came over to visit. This year I've been good and stayed home. Come to think of it, it's been like 3 or 4 years since I stayed home on CNY's day 2. It's always out with my friends. *smug* It's so bored to stay home lah. But i still couldn't stay home thru'out the night. So I met Rach and eneida at Plaza Sing. to chill out. WHOO!



Rachel with the most "diao" look. And Eneida looking lost.
HAHAHAHA!!!! WAKEY WAKEY!!!

Me being at my best. No 'diao diao' look.
WAHAHAHA! Anywayz, I'm so relieve to get out for some air.

Pics with the WIERD cliques!!!
I'M WIERD!!!!! So are they!!!

Wierd pic?!?! Wanna know why? Cause I'm like going to leak anytime and their servers cant seems to get my bill done. So I've to sit and wait like I'm going to wet my pants anytime.


That's all the pics I have. And I'm going to complete my 1 litre of tears by tonight. GOSH! It's another round of tearing... My eyes are so so swollen!!!!!

I'm feeling: GLEE!!

OOGIE BOOGIE

John Legend - PDA (We just don't care)

Shopping spree before CNY

Went out with Keline and Jordan for the last shopping spree for CNY. But Din get anything on friday. So we decided to go this morning again.. GOSH! My eyebags are coming out so so soon.. UGH! But i din manage to get anything. But town is pack pack pack!!!

Anywayz, went movie with Jordan on fri. We went to watch "Little Children" by Kate Winslet. A show with a good plot. But bad ending. Anywayz, still worth $9.50 thou'..

Metal block hits. Check out the pics.


Vainpot Jordan!! Doing treading!


Our lunch this afternoon. We cannot live without sashimi!!!!!


My beloved buddies!!!!!

So happy... Looking forward to CNY tmr... LOVE LOVE!!

I'm feeling: happy!

PREPARATION for new year

YEAH!! It's just around the corner. WHOO-PEE!

Didn't study this evening and I skipped my jogging due to the super comfy weather.
Did my nails, gave my hair a good DIY treatment and tamper my face with mask!!!!

Gosh! Never knew I could be so vain!! Everything is so so good.
Going to do my last CNY shopping spree with Keline and Jordan tmr. Luckily he can give me a ride back, or else it would so so dread to travel home from town by public transport tmr. I bet town would be packed like "xuete" tmr.

YIPEE!! I need to get a arm pouch for my joffing session. The little pocket on my running shorts are exploding soon... Squishing in my Mp3 and keys.



I'm feeling: excited

OOGIE BOOGIE

I found the opera that I love after hearing mimee's teochew one. ENJOY!

All I ask of you - Cliff Richard and Sarag Brightman



Raoul (Cliff)
No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I`m here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I`m here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Christine (Sarah)
Say you`ll love me ev`ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that`s all I ask of you.

Raoul
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you`re safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

Christine
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Raoul
Then say you`ll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you want me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that`s all I ask of you.

Christine
Say you`ll share with me one love, one lifetime.

Together
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Christine
Say you love me ...

Raoul
You know I do.

Together:
Love me, that`s all I ask of you ...

Love me, that`s all I ask of you.

TEOCHEW OPERA

Mimee is watching her favourite teochew opera which I cant seem to understand even a sentence from it..

Acient!!!

But it's so sweet to see the smile on her face..
I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH!!!

Happy V-day to all.
LOVE is all around!!!
XOXOXOX

I'm feeling: sweetness!

OOGIE BOOGIE

Lifehouse - You and Me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive

ESCAPADE WITH KELINE!

Studying and really drive us nuts!!!!!!! That's why we gave ourselves excuse to take a break and head down to sembawang park for a little tea-break.

The wind hitting on our faces' really freshen up..

I miss the beach so so much!!!!!!




I'm feeling: sloppy!

Am I being forgotten?

Sometime I jus cant control my mind. It jus lead to to think back the days we hang out. And it just smply hurts that things cant go back the way they were. Jayne told me that things might change. But I think I'm the one who changed and moved on at the same time. Anywayz, I start to find things hard to handle on my side.

But who cares?!

Well, I can see that you're handling things well and nothing seems to be hitting on you. So why do I have to brood about it.

GOSH!!!

It's hard! But how can I always tell my mates to move on in the past.
It has never been so hard on me before.
This is the first and it's no good at all.

It's bringing me down.

I'm feeling: congested!

Hanging out with BUDZ



Dinner at Village!!!!
Ivan's late!!!!! NO PICS OF HIM!!!!


Janice et Moi

I'm feeling: glee!

This is awkard. I'm suppose to introduce myself here. But I guess if you are able to read this page, you are 80% a very close pal of mine. Which also means whatever I've typed here is just bullsh*t. Aint I right? Just continue reading my random-ness then.

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