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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ 8:59 PM

Something that the people around me have been discussing lately:
Complicated relationships!!!

May it be friendship or love.

Friendship:
Been out with my lovely babes on different occasions. And we seems to get to this topic coincidentally. Seeing friends being intimately with each other, but they're jus friends. Some can accept it some can't. Some thinks they can handle it, but end up not up to it.
And I've conclude that those who can't handle it, thinks it's very super wrong to be such position. I've people come pointing finger at me and reprimand me as well. When all I thot was that he/she is on my side or rather on the neutral stand. But it hurts to know the truth at the end. That's not the case. Anyway, to this bunch of friends, only they know their relationship with each other. And if they are comfortable with each other, that's about it and they need noone to tell them what to do or not to do.

Love:
Commitments! Is what all will agree to a very serious issue when it comes to love relationships. Some don't wanna to fall into one because of this. They simply finds it troublesome and complicated. Being at a difficult position at times. Trying to figure out what the other party is thinking.
The simplest way to solve this problem is by talking everything out. But how many is willing to take up this risk of ending up in a major argument! Not everyone is able to accept the fact or problem they are facing. Which is why relationship is being stated as a complicated issue. Love or lust is all the same to me. If you're able to stand on a face view, things are jus simple and nothing is complicated. It's whether you're able to handle it or not. Do what you think is right and don't regret if the outcome is not as what you expect.

So what do u think? Is it complicated or simple afterall?

I've been joting down nonsensical stuffs for quite sometime.
Hmm.. Maybe I'm jus not comfy stating down my emotions online. Things seems different lately. I starts to think differently and act differently. Maybe jus in front of some people.

Someone asked me this question the other day.
"Are you happy with life now?"

Have you ever thought of this issue? Maybe things are different now and I'm happy with mine now. At least I know what I want to do and grabbing onto my opportunities. Although there's still a part of me reaching out for the better. The only to get there is to work hard towards my dream. I may get to it or maybe not. But knowing that I've put in my best is enough.

Kayz. At least that's what I tell myself.

Life's complicated from some point. But think simple and life can be easily contented.


Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 11:56 PM

Maybe GOD hears me and let me die b4 35?
Suddenly everything seems to come true... I don't know what's happening to me.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006 @ 10:31 PM

GOSH!
It's all in this word that i'm trying to express my feelings.

Sunday, September 17, 2006 @ 11:04 PM

3mths!!!!!!!!
that's all!!!!!!!
I haven't realise it til today!

Saturday, September 16, 2006 @ 9:28 PM

It hasn't been a great week... Had so much of bad stuffs happening on me!!!! What's happening? This is so bad. First I almost or had been molested on bus. Pardon me for my blurness.. I seriously cannot be confirm if the guy really touched me at my BOOBIES!!!!! FARKING BLARDIE ASSHOLE!!! Gosh~* But oh well, then I met this insane person on bus the next day.. And I had to alight and change bus like i did for the bladie molester...
Change bus and change bus!!!
Damn! Why aren't they the one changing bus instead! Why me!?!?!?!?!
FARK IT!! And most of my lecturers seems so OMG now and I might end up worse than a 3rd class Grad!!!
What a 1st week of sch to start with.......

Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ 10:39 PM

manque tu!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @ 10:51 PM

dates dates dates.....
*melts*

Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 10:48 AM

Complaining that there's a gap between us. And you don't seems to be bother about it. What's the point of saying all these merde. It sucks like gr8 time. I jus don't understand why they want me to listen to them, when they aren't appreciating me as well. There aint any mutual respect.
I tried to give my best. But what do I get in return. The feeling is just bad.
You want me to treat you all like how I treat my friends. But see how are you treating me first. Speak of yourself before reprimanding for things I've done. Have you guys been doing the same thing? It jus gets on my nerve.
SO JUS LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!
I blame myself for telling you over and over again.

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