Been freaked out early, like 4am... It's oready annoying enuff and I'm like puking all over... SHUCKS!!!! It freaked me out and I can hardly move around... Aching all ard esp my gastric is killing... Thot I was going to die manz... [WHAHAHA] Anywayz, I manage to get back and hit the sack... Hoping tat mimee will come to my room and I cud jus whine abt all tat happened... But my plan din work out... So I'm on my own to save myself...
And it's amazing tat I can still joke ard wif frns online... [HAHA] Thot everything was fine manz.... Dragged myself to de doc b4 heading to sch... Hmm.... Kayz~ I knw I'm a sick cat but probably my mind jus tells me I've to get some work done... And I needed some relaxation therapy with Jayne... Planned to get out eyebrows done... [HAHA] How dumb right... I'm sick and still I think bout my eyebrows... Oh wateva!!!
So the very strong ME took a bus which AIR-CON was blasting... And everyone seems like sweating under such a hwo weather and I'm the onli one covered in my sweater.... I look exactly like a freak can... YIKES!! Wat's worse the bus were jerking so hard la... And I din wanna go to sch on a empty stomach and I'm feeling nausea... So I had ribena which I thot was kinda harmless....
On my way to sch, I had this 2 bitchy ladies, bitching bout their love live and I being the nosey one was like eveasdropping can... How cool right...????? At least I think it was... But it din last long... Cos I felt so bad tat I allighted and know wat... Immediately when I allighted I rushed to a bush and there I was puking all over again... DAMMIT!!! But luckily I decided to allight.. Or else I would have done it on board and I'll so seriously look like a fool and stinky the place la...
Wasted trip and I end up paying a cab trip home... SHUCKS!!!!
Wat a day... I've been bed-ridden since I got back in the morning.... And I'm still feeling so weak.... And one good thing about this incident... I lost 2 kilos manz..!!!!!!!! COOL!!! Was telling Jayne tat I wanted to go GNC and buy supplement and something to curb my appetite... Now I can jus forget that idea and see how tis stupid food poisoning is going to help me cut down....
WAHAHA~*
I'm simply wierd
Thursday, April 27, 2006 @ 9:40 PM
I almost killed them all....!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been studying with Jayne at a Mac nearby.. And it's been hard absorbing since lotsa kids were making a fool outta 'emselves all the time... And today we've rilly nothing much to do and leave that blardie noisy place... Thot they were having exams... But I guess my info from mimee was wrong... ERGH!!!!
We felt like screaming and shouting at them.. But have to hold back since it's a public place and everyone cud talk at any volume... But hell to them!!!!!!!!! They were screaming and it hurt my ears... SERIOUSLY acting like a kid who's being featured in Super Nanny.... I'm someone who cant stand kids' screaming and I owas feel like killing myself seeing them being the way ther are...
So you might be thinking tat I almost killed myself jus now... BUT NO!!!! I felt like killing THEM instead... They causes too much noise pollution and I'm doin them good by silencing them....
Poor Jayne.. Erm.. And ME!!!!!!!!! We had our ears suffering by having a frog croaking and studying at a place which is worse than fish market....
We end up studying at the void deck and feeding those hungry mosquitoes....
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 10:03 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 12:08 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006 @ 11:08 PM
I've always thought I've let things go. But I realise that I SERIOUSLY haven let things go after so long.It's been getting back to me every now and then and it gets worse everytime Jayne talk about it. She and I know things aren't the way I had always wanted it to happen. I prayed and hope things were different. And I know I shouldn't be bugging onto it. And I know all these happen for a reason. But how am I going to let things go?!? I blame myself for being such a dread and I hope things are going to change. Knowing that it's not going to happen cause I hate to solve it myself and I know there's no win-win situation to the problem simply sucks...!!!!! I'm tired and no time to think about the solution part.. So all I can do now is to let it sting my ass until I find time to get things back to the initial way.. I'm so thankful that she's there to bring out all my problems which I thought were over and giving me advice on how to solve them.. But knowing that I'm the one with tons of problems, only I know how to solve them myself..
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 @ 10:42 PM
It's busy busy busy lately.... I cant seem to find time for TV and time to blog... And since my life is stuck wif jus bad results and notes, wat's there to blog about.. *SIGH* I'm missing the sun, the sea breeze, the sand and every lil thing tat I can find at the beach...
I'm getting fairer each day and soon I'll be the usual me... ERGH~* EVOVLING??!!!?? *RAAAAR*
I've to endure and time will pass very soon.. The next thing I know, I'll be lying with y magazine enjoying the everything tat I've been missing for so so long...
But for now.. IT'S BACK TO REALITY!!!!!
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 8:30 PM
Kaz send me one of the link.... Found it kinda interesting and .... erm.... IRRITATING...
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 10:30 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 11:44 PM
My mind is always flickering. I don't know wat I want in life and future... All seems so near to me yet so far.. I'm always reaching out for wat I want and there's always stuffz obstructing my way...
I use to think I'm able to handle it all and things will be as easy as 1..2..3... But things seems to different now... Wat I want now seems so far and wat I've wanted to do, seems impossible now.. Does tat mean I've follow this route to end of it...?? I feel like giving it up now, but I know this will onli disappoint some ppl... And my TIME!!!!
Alternative, which is to complete this and move on to the next... But when will be tat next.. It's totalli impossible to me now... Can you bring me back to when I was 16...??? I'll change it all and walk my way rather than to choose my life with the least choices I've... Doing things which I never thought I'll be doing... Including all electronics and business courses... I know my stand onli when it's too late...
Dey always say it's neva too late to do something... But are u determined to get them done... Hmm... How true is tat..??
All I want to do it is to get things done... I'm so so negative and I know... ERGH~!!!!! They always say I'm capable... But why do I neva feel the same way....???
*sigh*
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 2:13 AM
I'm slow with my replies... Hmm... First let me thank Kaz for her compliment.... And I hope my cooking made u feel beta... And my cooking skills are realiable de wor... And I'm so not ready to married off yet... [MUAHAHA] Anywayz, I'm proud bout my cooking and also being able to insipre her to cook for her family... WHOO-HUU~*
Hmmm.... Babe, my confessions... Kayz... Ppl might be getting mushy but it's all frm the heart... Anywayz, it's been so many years le la... And like I told the both babes, appreciating you girls do not have to be made known to the entire world... I jus hope tat you 2 knw it and I LOVE YOU BABES TO BITS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Althou' I can be naggy at times, but bear wif me... [HEHE] I'm definitely not a SUPERNANNY like Kaz do... But I can be a good NANNY when it comes to kids ard my age... And tat also provides tat the kid is willing to absorb my nagging... :)
I do not nid the whole world to evolve ard me.. But jus the few of u gurls are enuff to spice my life up and do crazy stuffz... And I enjoy it everytime we do it... I love my caffine treat wif all... Seriously life is totalli different w/o u ard, even though I might 've tat someone dere for me... Been ther done tat and I know... I cant live w/o my BABES!!! I sound like lesbian alrdy la... But I'm straight.. I love to look and admire cute guys... That's not the main point...
I jus wanna point out that no matter how ppl look at me... I jus wan you to knw how true and real I'm in front of you... But it's up to u to decide how well you cherish tis frnship... And I'm so so relieve to hear all tat you guys have said to me... :)
THANK YOU!!!!
I might not be the 100% perfect friend... But I'll try my best to be....
You al mould me into a betta person....
MUSHY+FRIENDSHIP+COOKING=HUGS n KISSES
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 11:29 PM
I jus wanna jus "THANK YOU, RAINE BABY".....
Monday, April 03, 2006 @ 11:41 PM
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