We've CHANGED...
Everyone change in different stage of life... Some become mature faster than the others while some remains to stay put at where they wish to be.. It's up to individual choice whether to move on or stay put...
Well...
Was reading kazzie's blogging a while ago, she said her friend said she changed... I guess she indeed changed abit... Being her friend for like 5 years??!!?? I think all of us had grew into the lil' matured lady which we owas prayed to be when we were young...
On new year's day, Qi told me that I changed too... [HAHA] He said I use to be the gurl whom dun bother bout how other think and even if things crops up.. I'll still do nothing about it... But now I tend to think of the consequences b4 putting things into actions... Hmm.. I wudn't 100% agree to tat... Cos I still do things at rash... But I can confidently say I've grew 80% and I know wat I'm doing now...
:)
Working towards my future..?? Erm... For tat I'm not quiet sure yet... Still in the process of seraching.. I'm jus doing things which I'm interested in... And future seemd so far and something which I dun wish to look into for now... I'm jus living each day and cherishing wat god have given me... It's a blessing to be living my everyday by smiling thru'..
Althou' I do frown and flare... And the rate is getting higher lately... *thousand of apologies to my darlings* But things are still doing good... And I've slowly find back ppl whom I've lost on my way.. And it's so thankful... Putting in a lil' more time n appreciation to the ppl ard you.. U'll realise things can b solve wif jus a snap on ur fingers....
But it's a sad thing, when all these are happening to friends or strangers but not the family... It's a lil' broken for now... But ppl are trying to mend it up.. N I hope things are going to get better... Everyone have deir own temper and ways of handling stuffz... N I believe compromising is something hard to achieve...!!!! Tis is a fact!!!!! I tried.. But I know I failed terribly and cos hurt n pain to the family... It sucked jus b'cos of me... I know it's time for change... Or shd I say I knew it like donkey years ago.. But I jus refuse to face my prob and avoided it for so long...
In the previous year, I've took many first steps in doing many new things and I'm grateful for the ppl who've accompanied thru' the journey.. Whether good or bad.. I've learnt many things and I've definitely grew older and matured bout the serious incident tat happened... I know tat taking the wrong step not onli hurt myself but also the ppl ard me... :) Guess tat's why I think of consequences b4 getting things done...
I'm good now with all the lovely gangs...
It's them so I've my sunshine smile...
It's them who taught me many as well...
I might b still lost w/o 'em...
Lubbies~*
