I just feel like uttering SHIT now... So my dear peeps... Bear wif me a bit... Hopefully I don't get all over it and blog fairy tale stories...
Hmmm.. Many of my peeps are telling me why I din choose to study ARTS aft my diploma and chose to stay in the finance area... I wish I cud go into my interest too... But there jus too much consequences to think about when U wanna specialise in something... And I know my parents are definitely not going to agree if me to further in ARTS line....
Traditional family jus like a friend of mine... IVAN... His interest's in ARTS too.. But we're doing things totalli no link to our interest... Doing our design during our freetime... Enjoying the sensation when U get things done... The satisfaction cannot be described by words... U jus feel contented and look forward for another project to come... And I know I'm not the talented people who have great ideas jus by snapping their fingers... I feel so much appreciated when my friends lurve my designs... That'z enuff for me...
I'm flickered minded... And I cannot decide on what I want... Kaz told me during the weekend that I knw what I want for my future... And it kept me thinking... Do I realli know... Everything look so faugue to me... I can hardly see my future... Althou I'm in the finance line, I still don't feel it'z me... But hw are they suppose to know.. They onli know that designing line is a dead end and you cant go anywhere wif it... And since I'm flicked minded, I cannot stand up strong about what I want...
Adian told me tat I should follow my heart and do what I think is right... And what I lurve to do.. He also thot that I'll pursue in my deisgn interest... But I'm doing this now...
First, I did ELECTRONICS... But I'll tell everyone tat I lurve the course lotsa... Since my days in secondary sch... I've been thinking of studying it... On the other hand, I din have much of a choice too la... SO dere I was, stuck wif 3 years of technical stuffz... Althou, I scare my buds during my breakdown period when the exams are at the corner... [WAHAHA]
Aft graduating from poly, I realise interest and career doesn't seem to related each other... Cos I've no interest in working as an engineer... SO here I'm in SIM to change my future... Looking toward the FINANCE industry...
Let's hope everything will turn out good... And my 3 years are not wasted....
"FOLLOW UR HEART... BUT I'M NOT..."
